Amy is a fouth generation christian.she grew up in a strict family. No rock music, no pants for ladies, no tv, no movies. None of that.
She had reserched church history.she knew church history from peater to the emerging church. She found it all fascinating.
Any study of the history of the church is bound to include persecution. From persecution by jewish leaders to rommon empire to the inquisition, reformed persicution of anabaptist, all the way to communist persicution and slavery in suden.she had become well versed in the history of persecution.
There was an unintended consequences to all of her research. She became obsesed with the topic. One day while at bible colege, her imaginations got the best of her.
She imagined that she was walking though the town market. When a group of soldjers arived. She was put in chains. She was taken to a dungion.she was forced to strip naked. She was then put on a wrack.her legs and hands were spread. The pully was activated.
She did not realize but she had gotten eroused. She started pressuring herself. The door opened. “Out oh!” she thiught to herself. She pulled the blanket over her . her roomate did not see anything.
She was shocked. She had no idea why she found herself eroused by persecution. She decided that she had to back off from her research for a time. She felt that this was for the best to back off.
She did not tell anyone. She was able to suppress her unusual interest. One day during class there was a descriptions of ancient church history persicution. She had a strange sensation. It was like before.
She decided to exit the class. She went to the bathroom and calmed herself. Then she returned to class. No one figured out what she had done. She was releved of that.
She tried to avoid the topic as much as he could. It did not come up too much.
As what happens frequently at a religious institution, amy met someone. A young bible college student named alex. The two hit it off almost imidiately.
They hung out for a bit. First in a group then one on one. They eventualy decided to date. They were then engaged to be maried.
They got maried and went on there honeymoon. They were siting on the bed hanging out. “You ever imagined being persecuted? ” she asked. “What? ” he asked.
“You have never imagined what it is like? Your siting in your house. The police break down the door. Your arested. Put in chains and taken to a dungeon. ” she said.
The thought of it made her wet. She tried not to draw attention to the fact that she waa turned on.
“No i had not given it a lot of thought.i admire the martyrs and those who suffered for there faith. I hope that i would have the corege to endure what they endured. I dont give it a lot of thought. ” he responded.
“You have never thought aboit it. Never put yourself in a kind of synerio? Try to visulize it?” she aaked.”no i cant say i have. I take it you have?” he remarked.
“I have. It could happen. I think in the us. It would be some process crime. Failure to dot an eye on taxis. At least now. Some overactive district attoney with too big of an imagination. Suddenly i am in prison. Orange jumo suit. I wil probably have to wear pants. ” she said
She wanted to be releved of her sexual tension. She realized that she was sliping into her old paturns. It might be time to change topic.
“You ok?” he asked. “Yes. I gues i have an overactive imagination. ” she said.”i gues so. ” he said.
“Does talking about persecution turn you on?” he asked. She was really embarrassed. It was a sin to lie.she did not want to lie to her husband.
She hemmed and hawed for a couple of secconds but finaly admitted her deep dark secreet. “Yes. I know it is really really strange. ” she said.
“It is a little unusual. It could be weirder i suppose. ” he commented.”i had no idea ” he responded. “I am big history buff. Especialy church history. I got a little too interested in persecution. I have kinda avoided the topic. I got turned once in class.” she said. “I had no idea” he said “i keep that one under rap.” she told him.
“So you imagine your the one being persecuted? ” he asked. “Always. I gues i am a submissive type person. “She said.
He knew that she was qiet. She was submisive. He was not well versed in bdsm or bondage. He suspected that her interest borderlined on bondege. That was not something he expected.
“You seem prety dominant. I could imagine you a inquisitor. Your sent all the way from the vatican to deal with a lutherin onclave. You round up anyone caught suspected of being part of the heretics. ” she said.
He was reluctant to play along. He decided to endulge her a bit. “You are a heritic arnt you?” he asked. “No! It is not herisy. You are the heitic!” she said. “I am a holly man. You are the heretics! ” he said.
He pulled off her night gowan. “Your going on the rack! ” he said. “No! Not the rack. Please i beg of you. I am just a girl! Im fragile. ” she said. “Harisy is herisy. ” he said.
They ripped eachothers cloths. They went at it hot and heavy. He got inside her. Both were taken aback by this event.
Usualy there sex life was vanila. Everyonce and a while persecution came up and they were at it. Any hint of persecution and they were trigered. They kept this under rap.
Persecution is a real thing. This is not to mitigate the solemnity of those persecuted or martyed thoughout history. Turtalien said “the blood of the martyrs is the seed of the church” it is just a work of fiction.
To the world , christian apearent fixation on persecution is an odity. Some left wingers on line have labled the movies ” God is not dead” and “God is not dead 2” as persecution fetish.