Widower and the incontinent girl episode four

a lady in the church discovers that lizy is incontinent.

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Lizy was so humiliated after the church diner. She considered leaving the church. She skiped the mid week service that came after that Sunday service. She received a few calls from people that were concerned.

She decided to keep going. No one knew her secret.  No one was speculating.  It was not a big deal.this was a church that loved one another and those around them. They did not engage in gossip.  It did not matter. 

Eventually she moved on. She forgot about the awkwardness. She enjoyed the church again.  She enjoyed the church before and during the awkwardness.  It became totaly enjoyable again. 

She was always on high alert.  She was always on edge.she feared if people knew that she could not control her pee and poop, they would not accept her. She feared that they would lose there respect for her. She would no longer realy be a part of the group.  She was shy and reserved anyways. She was especially shy now with her bladder control issues. 

One sunday morning, she overslept.  Sunday school was at ten so she she tried to be up by seven. This gave her time to shower.get dressed, style her hair brush her teeth eat brwakfast drink cofeee etc. She also gave herself an enema and a fresh diaper. 

Today she overslept.  She set her alarm for seven. In the overnight there was a slight power flicker. The power went off and came right back on. It knocked out the power long enough to end her alarm. 

She slept soundly believing that the alarm would wake her up at seven. The alarm was not set anymore.  She woke uo grogy at first.  She laid in bed and started to wake up.  

She wore a black nightie. She had a diaper. She put on a fresh one right before she went to bed. She could tell she had soiled herself.  That was nothing new. 

She started to wake up. She became more aware of her surroundings.  She saw that it was realy light out. She wondered what time it was.  She looked at the time.  She saw that the clock was flashing four a clock.  That ment that the power was knocked out four houers ago. She was shocked and stuned. 

She blurted out loud. “Oh no! ” she exclaimed.  She tossed off her blankets. She jumped out of bed. She looked at her phone.  It was nine oclock. “Oh no! Oh no!” she thought. Her roommate was asleep as well. 

She took off her soiled diaper and discarded it. She took a shower. She was always through.  She cleaned her diaper area. The shower was the only place she confidently could go in the nude. The floor knew that she peed in the shower. It was not a big deal. 

She left the shower. She did nort give herself an enema.  She did put a baby powder on her diepe. She closed the strap. She put on plastic pants and she put on a half slip.  She put on a green dress. She put on sandles. 

She decided to not have breakfast.  She put her hair up. She usualy liked to spend twenty minutes or so braiding it but she did not have the time today.

She filled  her diaper bag. She got hwr purse ans king james bible.  She always packed extra cloths just in case. She did not confident like she usualy did.  She usualy had every t crossed and every i dotted. Incontinence made her super prepared and super organized.  She was determined to be prepared for any issue that might come up. Today that was just not possible.  

She was as ready as she could be. She jumped into her car and drove to the church. She parked the car in the parking lot. She grabed her purse and headed inside. She saw people she knew. 

“Morning lizy!” mrs backet said.she greated the backet family.  She headed inside. She said helo to various members and attenders. Lizzy was well liked and was warmly received.  

She went to the auditorium where the adult class  occurred.  She saw several in the church. She saw the pastor and the girls.  “Hi girls! Hi pastor! ” she said. The girls said hello to miss lizzy almost totaly in unison.  She loved those girls.  They always had the ability to melt her heart.  

“How are you today?” pastor mcmaster asked. “Good. A bit frazzled but good. My alarm did not go off. I overslept.  ” she said.”i have had that happened.  That drives me crazy.” he said. “Its tough. I am sure that It work out at the end of the day.”she said.

“Just remember that it is over now. Your hear.  You made it. ” he said. “Oh ok. Your right. I will keep that in mind”she assured him. 

She grabed a cup of cofee. She sat down. The Sunday school was great. The pastor was conducing a bible survey course. It was really good. She took a lot of notes.  She was really into the study. 

She had forgot about her earlier debacle. She learned alot from his class. She was stil learning. She still had much to learn. The bible was new to her especialy the old testament. His class was realy helpfull. The class that day was escialy helpful.  

“Hey i realy liked your class today! ” she told him. “Well i prase the lord for that. I am glad.  I did a series based on material from new tribes mison. I am not a big fan of the organization as a whole.  I took what i liked about there material. They present Christ from genesis.  They try to set the stage.  If you go on our you tube page.  You should be able to find it. ” he said. “Thank you. I will do that. ” she said.

“I got to go bring the munchkins down stairs. I will talk to you later. ” he told them. “Yes. Of course. ” she said.

She realized that she had pooped herself. She had time betwen services.  She got up hoping no one would notice her bulge.she went outside and got her diaper bag. She headed back inside and downstairs. She went into the ladies bathroom. 

It was a standered bathroom.  She opened the bag. She pulled out a matt and laid it down. She pulled out what she would need. She laid down on the mat.then her worst fear was realized.

The door opened.  Laura mccuisic came in. She was in her mue forties. She had several children from age 17 to a few mounths. “Hi . this probably looks weird but i am incontinent and i had an accident. ” she said.

“Let me help you.  I am a nurse. I am changed adult who wear diapers. ” laura said. “Ok. Thanks. ” she said. 

She pulled her dress up. She saw hwr diaper. “Your diaper is very full. Your blader and bowel?” she asked.  “I started off as bowel.  My blader never developed properly. I tried to mantain bowel control. It became easier to empty it into the diaper. I think i am blader and bowel at this point. ” she said.  

She pulled the diaper off. She threw the diaper ans plastic pantry into the diaper disposal bag. She used wipes  wiped her diaper area. She put ob the fresh diaper. She put baby powder  on her. She closed the straps. She put a new plastic underware over her. 

“It looks like you are mantaning good hygiene.  I dont see any iritation. I am sure you have been though this enough that you know what to do. ” laura said. “Yes i do.” she said.

“Your doing what you should. “She said. “I usualy give myself an enema in the morning before church but i overslept.  ” she admited. “It happens.  I noticed you walk out abruptly some times and go to your car. I know you change sometimes.  ” laura said. “I try to perpare for every contingentcy. ” lizzy said. 

“If you need to being in your diaper bag thats fine. No one is going to say anything.  If you ever need help. Please ask. I have worked in nursing homes ans rehab centers. I know the ropes. Its nothing to be ashaned of. “Laura said.

“Can we keep this low key. I dont want the pastor to know.” she said. “You have my word.  I will keep this discreet.  You have nothing to wory about. “The nurse assued her.

“Thank you so much for your help.  ” she told her. “Your very welcomed. ” she said. She put everything back. She put the diaper bag in her car. She went back to the auditoriums.  

She felt humiliated. Exposed. She trusted laura. She still felt venerable.  He was bound to see her with her diaper bag.  What if he asked questiones. She was a private person.  It was no one elses business.  She wanted it kept private.  She did not want everyone to know. 

She felt self conscious.  She tried not to let her anxiety get the best of her. She tried to stay focused. Her mind wondered during the message.  She tried to tocus. He preached on making vows to the lord. He discused the importance of keeping vows. Vows were Gods permissive will not perfect.  Paul said to let your yay yay and nay nay. 

It was good she thought. She realy had a hard time concentrating.  She got most of the message.  

After the service she got ready to leave. She said goodbye to a people. She got to the pastor and his kids who stood at the door. She shock his hand and the girls.  

She was glad to be back on campus.  She took off her skirt and put on a t shirt. She walked around in a t shirt and diaper. 

She did not want to go to evening service.  She knew she would be missed. She put on a green shirt and gray dress and sandles. She went into the sanctuary.  

People said hi to her.  Laura kept her promise.  No one knew her secret. It was a smal church. It was bound to be uncovered. It would not be secret foever. She decided to cros that bridge when she came to it. 

She greated everyone.  She saw the pastor and the kids. ” how are you tonight?” he asked.  “Good.  The day turned out better then this morning. ” she answeed. “I am glad to hear that.” he said.  She was too. 

Next up

She loved the series on christ in the old testatestament.  She and pastor mcmaster grow even closer. He asked her out for cofee and she says no. He has no idea why. 

The girl in pain 

craig meets a young women who experiences a lot of pain.

When Crag’s dad became pastor of eternity Baptist church. craig was in bible colege. He took over in the sumer over the break.  He went with his family as he was still technicaly living at home when not in school. He was going to help out his dad. He was training to be a pastor. He would help out in the church during the summer mouths before going back to college. It was during that time he met his future wife his sweetheart.  

His dad had taken over as pastor while he was still at college.  He had been looking at a new church to pastor after moving on from her previous pastorate. It had a couple of mouths. He met his future wife the first sunday he was back from college.  

He said helo to people.  He introduced himself. His dad planed on putting him to work over his sumer and he wanted people to become familar with him. He wanted the church to get use to him. He wanted to get to know them. 

He talked to several people.  He was a people person.  He enjoyed getting to know people.  His dad realy likes this church.  Craig hoped that he would take to it as his farther did. Everyone was realy freindly. Several had gone to or had relitives who went to his colege. That gave them something to talk about. 

He saw a family of a father and morther. With them was three tenaged daughter,two younger boys.  The mother was holding a baby girl. One of the daughters caught his eye. He gaused that she was in her late teens or early twenties.  

She was different from her siblibgs. She was not quite as bubly as her siblings. They were all very cheerfull. She seemed more serious. He had no idea why.  

She had her hair in a poney tail. She wore a gray dress and sandles. Her dad introduced himself and his wife and there kids. He said hello and shocked there hands. He introduced her as tess. 

“Helo tess. It is good to meet you. ” he said. She gave a half smile. “It is good to meet you. ” she said. He tried to engage her in conversation but she was realy not interested.  He backed off. He hoped that he could talk to her later. He hoped he could get her to oppen up.  

Early on she said very little.  He usualy managed to get het to say hi.sometimes he managed to get a hi how are you but usualy not much beyond that. He was determined to get her talking.  

He made sure he said hi to her. She was always stoic almost taciturn. She never seemed happy.  He never saw her smile. He cant believe she did not know how.  The rest of her family were almost zaney. Always lauthing. Just not her. He had no idea why. 

One Sunday there was a church diner.he sat next to her. She wore a green dress and sandles. He did not ask. He just sat down.   “I love church diners.  ” he said. She looked at his plate. “I can tell. Are you going to eat all that?” she asked. “I am planing on it. Are you implying i might be a gluten? ” he asked. “No no. Just wondering. ” she said.  “Ok. ” he said. 

He noticed she could go though phases. One minute she was talkative. Then she was qiet. He noticed that she seemed to be waiting for him to leave for her to get up. He caught on and walked away.

When he saw her again, she was standing. He told her he hoped that she would have a good rest of her day. She talked a little bit more after that. It took some work. He did not stop. 

The summer was winding down. He would be going back to college.  He went up to her. “Hi i was wondering if you be interested in going out for cofee sometime? ” he asked.  

“I would be interested but any plans would have to be tentative. I may need to have a rain check. I am sory but i cant make hard plans. ” she said.”yes thats fine. Can we tentativley plan on thursday?” he asked.  “Yes that would be fine. I will try to give you advanced notice if i have to cancell but i will try not to.”she told him. 

“Thats fine i understand. ” he said. “I will try to make this happen. I really will. If nit Thursday some time soon.” she assured him.

At first he thought that this was a polite blow off. She was giving herself an out. He almost considered it a fate comple that she would not be comming. The way she was talking it seemed like she wanted to make it. He had no idea what was going on. 

He waited for her to call and cancel. At wendsday night midweek he asked her if they were still on and she indicated that they were. He got ready on thusday. He wore a blue button dowb shirt and khakis.  He got in the car and headed for her house. He feared she might not show. 

He parked by the house. He got out and walked to the door. She wore a green t shirt and denim skirt and flip flops. She had painted her toe nail and finger. nails sense there last visit. She had braded her hair and put ribons in it. She looked nice.  

“You look realy nice today!” he said.”thank you” she said. She smiled as she said it.  “I got you these”he said.she smiled as she saw the flowers. “Thank you . they are really pretty. ” she said. They went inside. She put them in water.

He said helo to her parents.  Then they left. She took his arm. Her parents seemed ok with it. Her parents trusted him. He had a good reputation. 

They went to the cofee shop. They both had ice cofee but she put more cream and surger then he did. They had mufins as well. 

“I need to tell you something craig. ” she said. “Ok tessy whats up? ” he asked.”well i am in almost constent pain. It is anything from mild discomfort to overwhelming pain. The doctor have no idea why. They dont know what is causing it. I am on pain medication. It casuses mood swings. I get tired easily. That is why it is taking a long time for me with my clases. I work for my dad part time. I am not able to do too many houers. I do a lot of the bookkeeping at home. I do other stuff at home.” she told him. 

“I am so sorry. I did not know.” he said. “I dont like to talk about it.i am bot a woe is me kind of person.  That is why i am so qiet. That is why i am not as bubbly as the other kids.should you ask me out again and i kinda hope you do, i might have to sometimes postpone without a lot of warning. I apologize.  “Tess said .

“No its fine. I totally understand.  I will definitely ask you out again. ” he said.”good. I was a little woried i would scare you away. ” she said. “No i do not scare easily. ” he said.

“I am so glad.  I will try not to test that.”she said. He laughed. “I am glad you told me. It explans a lot.  You seamed reserve. Yet i could tell your a warm freindly person. ” he said. “I would be bubly and outgoing like my sisters are. I used to be.  I just canot physically do it. ” she said.  “I totaly understand. I can see why that that would afect you. “He said. “I am trying to work though it. I am trying to have a quality of life with this pain.it is not easy. ” she said. 

“I can understand that it would not be. It would afect life definitely.  ” he renarked. “I was afraid you would think i was rude. ” she said. “No i did not” he assueed her. She smiled. “I am glad. ” she said. 

They decided to head out after a time.  She took his arm. “Thank you for tonight.  This was wounderfull!” she said.  “My plesure. Are you available Tuesday lord wiling and all things considered of course.” he asked. “Yes i would love that. “She remarked. 

He drove her home. “Thanks once again for a great time. ” she told him. “Thank you. I has a great time too. “He told her.  He watched and made sure she made it inside.  Then when he saw the door close he drove off. 

He found her different when he originaly envisioned her to be. She was really sweet. He looked forward to getting to know her. He knew his sumer was winding down. Soon he would be back to colege. He hoped to be able to keep in touch with her. He hoped that this would turn into something more about permanent. 

Next up 

Craig and tessy grow closer. They try to fugure out how to make it work. 

Notes

At first this was going to be a series then a stand alone. Now it is a series again. 

Not a lo of erotica in this one. There may be in subsequent editons. 

The medical stuff made be off. I considered having her diegnosedbwith fribromialga but i dont feel like i have enough understanding of it. 

Mistaken identity 

a house wife is mistaken for a figitive.

They say everyone has a twin. That is one of those statements that can be proven or disproven. I have no idea where it came from. There are always people who look like someone else. Your at the grocery store and you see someone you recognize. You go over and its not that person. 

I have been on the giving and receving end. I have had people come up to me. They Start a conversation only to reaoize i am not who they thought i was. 

Usualy it is momentary gaff. You laugh about it then move on. No harm no fowel. Then there are times when a case of mistaken identity has more lasting consequences. I had one of those. 

My mom had not planed me. She was at a concert and hooked up with a guy. She got pregnent with me. She decided to keep me. She never knew my dad’s name.  She knew nothing about him. She made no real atempt to find him. 

My mom and i lived in an apartment complex for low income family. She worked some part time jobs. She was not an amazing worker but she was not horible.

As a child i could be a handful but nothing too serious. I was just energetic. I was not a great student but i passed. My mom named me zoe .she needed a name. She saw thetheme zoe and went with it. I have no middle name.  I was zoe stevens. My mom wanted my legal name to be Zoe.  I had to have a last nane. So she gave me her last name.   

I did not plan to go to colege. I did the bare minimum to graduate from high school. I went and got a job. I was doing what my mom did. 

I became friends with a girl at work. She wore dreses or skirts all the time. She kept to herself.we hit it off despite our differences.  Katherine invited me to church. I decided why not. 

I felt out of place there. I wore jeens and a t shirt. They all welcomed me. Katherine made sure i was welcomed. I kept going. I answered an alter call after several months of attending. I grew in my faith. 

I decided to go to a Baptist colege. I took the one year program. I wanted to get to know the bible more and get exposure to ministry and be around Christians my age. While there i met Matthew.  

He was a senior. We met at a prayer group. The school set up prayer groups for students.  We hit it off. He was a multi generational christian. At least three generations were involve in some kind of full time Christian service. 

We went from acquaintance to friend.  He seemed to have a romantic interest.  She was like him. He and i had a spark. I adored him. I had a crush on him but i never thought it would happen. 

He shocked me by asking me to the end of year seniors banquet.  I said yes. I thought mayby i was a runer up. Stacy said no so zo will do. I learned that that was not the case. He realy liked me. After that i never left his side. 

We hung out the rest of the school year. He asked me if i wanted to be his girlfriend oficialy. I said yes. After he graduated and i conpleted my studies, i worked for a bit. He prepared for ministry.  

We got married.  He was called to pastor near wherehe grew up.  I got pregnent . i had a boy. I was a stay at home mom and pastor’s wife. I was busy home making and being involved in ladies ministry oficialy and unofficially.  

That beings me to the main story. The case of mistaken identity.  It was christmast eve eve.  We had put my boy to bed.  He was 13 mounths old as this point. I got undressed and put on a nightie. My husbend wore shorts to bed. 

We just hung out.  We Usualy cuddled and talked until one of us or both of us were almost asleep.  Matty turned off the light. I was just about asleep. Then everything changed.  

There was a knock at the door.  Who was hear at this hour? I thought. Matty told me to stay in bed.  He went downstairs and went to the door. “Hello.” he said “this is the police ” was the response. 

He opened the door. “Is there a young lady who lives with you? Five foot five dirty blond 135 lbs?” the officer asked. “That sounds like my wife. Whats this about?” he asked.  “We need to speak to her?” another officer said 

This officer was wearing plan cloths. He wore a suit and tie. Matt guessed that he was probably a detective. “I will get her” he said.  He invited them inside. There was five officers. Two wearing plain cloths. The rest were wearing uniforms.  

Matt went upstairs.  “Hunie the police want to talk to you.” he said. I had no idea why. I had never broken the law. I had no idea what this was about.i went downstairs.  I held his hand. 

“Are you elsa Collins? ” the detective asked. “Im zoe peaters. ” i answered. “A women named elsa peaters is wanted for murder in riverside iowa ” the detective said. He showed me her picture. She did look like me. 

“I have never been to iowa.” i said.  The muder accured four years ago. Apparently someone who lived in riverside at the time of the murder thought i looked like her.  She called the iowa sate police. Iowa police sent the detective who investigated the murder back then. 

“It is the day before Christmas eve. I don’t want you attempting to esape ” the detective said.” i am afraid i have to place you under arest on suspicion of being a fugitive from justice. ” the local detective said. 

Court was not in seison until after Christmas.  I would be spending the holidays in jail. “Look can at least kiss my son? ” i asksd.

They let me go into his room. I hugged him and kissed him. An officer was with me the whole time. They let me put on shoes and a coat. They put me in handcuffs.  I was taken to the cop car. 

I was taken to the police station. I had to go though a strip search. I removed my shoes. Then i took off my coat. A female officer looked it over. I had to remove the nightie. I was not wearing a bra. I removed my panties.  The officer did a rectal exam. 

I was finger printed.  There was a mug shot. The officers were going to have me stay the night in lockup. It was late. I was exhausted.  The detective from iowa insisted that i be taken to county lockup. The detective threatened to employ nuclear options unless they agreed. 

I had to change into a prison issue orange jumpsuit. I was taken by prison buss to a county jail. I had to go over processing again.i had to be examined by prison doctors. I was beyond tired at this point. 

“Do you know your pregnant? ” the doctor asked.  “No i did not. Are you sure? ” i asked. I was five weeks along.  Great i was heading to the big house in iowa and i have have a bun in the oven. 

I made it a cell. I colapsed. I was stuck there until at least after the holiday. The next day i had to go though a line up. The person id me as the person they saw fleing the crime scene on the night of the murder. 

I got to call maty. I told him to let ben open his present but he insisted on waiting.  We planed on going to see his family for Christmas.  He called and explained that we were not able to make it seing that i was in the hoosegow. My husband had to explain that it was a mixup. 

Christmas was long and boring. We got to eat what resembled turkey. It was realy weird looking and tasting.  Finally the nexy day i had a court appearance.  

I got to see matt. “Man! You do look realy sexy in that jump suit?” he remarked.”realy matty. ” i said. “Look zo i know your innocent.  This will clear itself up. ” he said.

“Matty. I have news. I am pregnant! ” i said.  “Oh wow. ” he said.”will you come to iowa if i amIextradited? ” she asked.”i will leave for Iowa when you are transported. I wont leave your side.  Where you go i go. I wont leave iowa until i can bring you with me. “He assured me. 

I was not aranged. This was simply a hearing to produce me. I was sent back to lockup.  The next day i was brought to the wardens office.

“Your fingerprints dont match the fingerprints of the accused. Your not elsa Collins.  We can account for your whereabouts in this sate at the time of the incident.  River side pd is rescinding there extradition request.  ” he said.

Matt picked me up. We went home. We had Christmas with ben. We went to see his fokes later on. 

The post incarceration was anazing. I wish i could have kept the jump suit. I kinda enjoyed experiencing prison brefly. I have a cool story.

I gave birth to a healthy baby girl.  We named her josie daniele. Her name came from Joseph and daniel. Both bible character’s who God bless in spite of persecution.  

The church was understanding.  They knew i had not done anything wrong.  I had got pass this incident. 

The end

I did not reserch prison or extradition. I may have goten things wrong.  

Brest feeding church

a family visits a new church.

Jack and kendra and there family have just moved to the citty of lathen. The company he worked for just bought a company based in lathen. He was put in charge of incorporating that business into the parent compony. It was a huge promotion. It was a challenge.  It came with risk but also had a lot of opportunities as well. 

It ment uprooting the family.  They had to sell there house in morisville.they had to leave the area where both of there families were near by. It ment leaving there friends and family and in many ways there comfort zone and head into an unknown. 

Jack started out in the mail room of the compony he is now an execuative. He and the ceo at the time hit it off. He got promoted to a managerial posistion. He became an up and comer in the cooperation.  While this was quite a change for the family he and kendra thought it was the right decision.  They planed on staying in morisvile all there lives.  They were firmly esatabished but they both agreed that this opportunity was too good to pass up.  It was a carer making move. 

Everything fell into place. They were able to sell there old house in morisvile. They found a house in lathen. They started to get established in this new community.  

Now they wanted to find a church. They were both committed Christians.  They had both grown up in independent fundamental baptist church..they had beem hevily involved in the Baptist church in morisvile. He had been a member of the truste bored and had been a Sunday school teacher. She had taught sunday school and been involved in the nursery.  

Now they moved to a new area. They wanted to be pluged in to a good church. Finding a church was not an easy task. It was a big decison. Kendra was a stay at home mom. In her old town her social life was connected to her church. She would get together with other moms in  church. She hoped that she would find such a network hear im lathen.  

They wanted a church where the whole family would fit in. They had four chidren. Thomas was seven years old. Steven was five . Alexandra was two and nina was just two months old. They wanted a family friendly church.  Not so much in regards to programs but in attitude.  

Having a new born offored challenges of its on. Kendra was committed to brest feeding.  She had beest fed all of her children. She was a firm belver in brest feeding.  She believed it was best.  

Many churches seem to have an almost bipoler view of brest feeding. While concept form they suported it. They believed Brest feeding was right. They believed that the bible taught brest feeding. They encouraged momies to nurse there infants. 

At the same time they had an attitude that women should not brest feed in public.  They made it inconvenient.  Because of modesty many churches puts rules on it. Women had to nurse there little ones in room . they had to listen to the summon though closed circut telivison feeds.  Ladies being able to hear the messages was not a priority.  

Kendra was a submissive lady. She was highly intelligent.  She had a colege dugree and had held management positions.  She preferred to stay at home but she wanted to be involved in the service.she wanted to hear the word of god taught directly not indirectly though hearing about it by her husband.  She wanted to hear it first hand.

She accepted things the way they were not the way they wanted it to be.  She was fine with being relegated to the broom closet.  

They decided to visit a fundamental baptist chirch. Grace Baptist church of lathen.  They entered the building.  They were greated by a friendly older usher. He was bubbly and energetic. Kendra was almost certain that he was a grand father.  

Everyone was super friendly. Kendra felt at home almost immediately. On the way home she talked it over with jack. Jack felt the very same wwayshe did. They both felt very much at home. It seemed to be a realy good fit for both of them. 

They found a seat and sat down. A lady in her early thirties came over to her.  She wore a white blouse with a black skirt. She had on panty hose and dress shoes on. She was holding a baby girl. 

“Hi i’m Mary beth. I am the pastor’s wife. Welcome to our church.” she said.  Kendra introduced herself and her family.    Kendra found a kindred spirit in Mary beth. They were both colege graduates both stay at home moms and both had young infants. They hit it off almost immediately.

“Oh. Do you brest feed?” mary beth askes. “I do. ” she answered. “Great. We do have a spot if you want privacy. If you want to feed her right hear go ahead.  I nurse amelia all the time. Dont wory about being discrete. We dont have any rulls. The bible does not specify rules about not showing boobs. ” she said.

She thanked her. She was so happy to hear that.  During the message,  she got fussy. She opened her top and nursing bra.she eat herself to sleep. 

She looked around and saw other moms with there tits out. This included the pastors wife. It did not seam to be an issue.  It was not a distraction.  Everyone was use to it. Kendra was thrilled to be able to hear the message.  She was thrilled to not have to get up and leave. 

Apparently the change occured two pastors ago. The church had a baby boom then. Moms resented having to leave just to feed the babies. The church had an antiquated speaker system that did not work half the time. 

They asked the pastor and deacons to adress the issue. The deacons looked into  the matter and and decided to alow public brest feeding.  The policy change was explained.  The pastor preached a message on modesty, brest feeding and brest. 

The policy was a huge sucess. There was no leering or ogling.  It did not leed to any isues involing lust or anything like that. It had been almost twenty years. Everyone was used to it. It was now an afterthought.

Kendra loved the church. They were sold on the church. After a time they saught membership.  They were accepted and got heavily involved almost right away.

She and Mary beth became close. She was invited to her house. Mary beth was topless. “Oh sory. I dont wear tops in the house. “She said. “Its fine ” she said. 

Kendra started going topless around the house more. It made life easier. She almost never wore a top in the house.  She loved it.she hoped she would never have to move. 

The end 

Public Brest feeding seems to be an issue. Breat feeding is something the bible advocates. Because if our over sexed society it has become controversial.  I am not advocating this but decided to bring this up as an issue.  

This is not realy erotic but i put it hear so i talk about Brest and depict partial nudity. 

How to cure stress 

A wife struggles with how to help her husband deal with stress from work.

Bennet was a vice president at a large toy company.  At a young age, he was able to go from a regular worker to a salaried manager.  He was seen as an up and commer. He was making good mony. He was well liked by fellow executives and workers. 

It came with a price.  The once happy go lucky idealistic young man who felt the sky was the limit was no where nears as hopefull. He did not the fire of youth anymore. He was no wheres near as hopefull. 

Growing up,  he did not have a care in the world. Even in bussiness school the streses of work and colege did not seem to get to him. No matter what he took it in stride. Nothing seemed to get to him. After years of pressure on him,things were getting to him. He was not the same carefree guy he used to be.

At first it had no efect on his marriage.  He always tried to leave work at work.  For a long time,he had succeeded.  Now his home life was negatively influenced.  He was starting to become withdrawn even at home.

They had had the best marriage.  They had been in love. There love seemed to grow not diminish.  That was changing. It was only a matter of time before the negitive presure affected how he was at home. He started to push her away. After a time she withdrew.  They kept drifting.

He first met his wife jenny when he was in high school and she was in midle school. They both went to a small christian school. They took different clases but high school and middle school took gyim together.

When he was a senior ,she was a freshman.  They took some clases together.  They knew eachother in passing at first. They both loved basketball. They would play together .

He went off to business school in another sate. They kept in touch over social media.  She had dated his younger brother for a while. They ended up breaking up and just being friends. She still spent a lot of time at his parents house.

When he came back to visit ,he saw a lot of her. After graduation,  he moved back home. He and jenny started to hang out a bit.

He cleared it with his brother and ask her out. They dated for a bit then got maried.  They had a vibrent marriage.  They had twin daughters and then a son. 

They were in love. There love seemed to grow and grow. Nothing seemed to get in the way of there romance. He go more and more distant.  They had almost nothing to talk about.  The impenetrable wall that was there mariege seemed to be crumbling. There was no reason for it. It was happening never the less. 

Jeny did not want to see him like this.she did not want to see thete marriage fall apart. Everything she tried failed. She tried making him his favorite dinner. He hardly had a bite. She made him cake. That went no where. Nothing worked. 

Jeny decided to turn to her mom. Her mom always seam to have an answer.  She could always count on her with pirls of wisdom. Jeny was at whits ends. She explained to her the situation.  Her mom listened intently. 

“I have the answer. I know how to not only save your mariege but to rejuvenate it. ” her mom told her. “Well please dont leave me in the dark mom!” she said. 

“Let him suckle your brests! Have him nurse on you! ” her mom said. “Really mom your advising adult brest feeding?” jenny asked.

“I can see your sceptical but trust me nursing him will make his stress go away.  Your dad loves to suck on my brests.” she said. “Thanks mom. I realy did not need to know that . “she said. Her mom laughed.  

“Your dad was going though a stresfull time at hos job. We had a similar situation.  Your grandma advised me to start nursing your dad.  He was reluctent but it did wonders. He loves my brest. We still do it.” she said.”ok mom t.m.i ” jeny said.

“It really will do wonders for your marriage honey.  It certently did fir ours. Adult brest feeding is biblical. Proverbs 5:19 says “may her brest continually satisfy you all the days of your life. ” she said. 

Jeny was sceptical but she waa desperate to do some thing. She figured it could not hurt to try. She put on her oldnursing bra.she put on a shirt that made her boobs accessible. 

After the kids were put to bed she went to bennet. She took him to the bedroom. “Oh hun i am not in the mood. ” he said. She incisted he come with her to the bedroom.  He decided to comply.

They sat down on the bed. She pulled out one of her boobs. “Suck it!”thr usually demaure jenny said. “What?” he asked. He was very confused.  “I want you to suck my tits.” she said.

He was reluctent but after some persuasion,  he agreed. He leened in and started to suckle her brest. He was very skidish at first but then he got really into it. He went at it for a really long time. 

He suckled and suckled. It had a calming affect.  Ever a time of sucking,  they had eachother. 

Every day from that time ,he went at her boobs. If became one of his favorite pass time. Sometimes it was a kind of foreplay that led to passionate srx. Other times it led to cudiling.

It took a while but over time, his stress diminished.  After two straght mounths of daily nursing he was back to his old self. Some days he was hapier then he had been in a realy long time. 

He was hapier.  He was more productive.  Things went better. He got promoted.  Things got better st home as well. 

He would get realy stressed..when he did get stresed he went at her tities. It worked every time. He went at her boobs. Everything would be ok..it always seemed manageable if he sucked on her tits. That was what he did. 

The end 

Notes

I was unfamiler with adult nursing rationship or adult brest feeding until recently.  It seemed far fetch at first. Proverbs 5:18 and song of Solomon seem to sugest that husband should enjoy his wife’s brest.it seemed to be part of the God willed mariege relationship.  

The family depicted hear seam to be a bit norminal Christian.  I was not sure how to depict them as believers so i put that they met eachother at a Christian school. Christian school is something i am quite familar with. 

Persecution 

A man and women are put in the same cell.

The church of the iron walrus started almost unoticed in the cornfields iowa. A group of drunkin frat boys and sorority sister thought they saw an iron walrus that clamed to be the almighty creator of the universe. 

As a joke, they set up a web site and started the church of the iron walrus.for a twenty doller fee, you could become an ordaned minister of the iron walrus.  The only requrement was to sware aligience to the iron walrus they called iron edie.

People actualy joined the church.it grew. These ‘churches’ were set up. People started attending these assemblies. Hyims were written and a holly book. 

It was more of a fan club then anything else. There was an iron efie telivision show and movie. It took off in colleges and school. 

In America,  secularism had grown. The first amendment had been watered down. The last four president has been either athiest, non religius, hindu or Jewish.  Christianity played almost no role in American culture or government.  

Christianity had not disappeared.  There was a remnant. It was slowly building up. Christianity was making a slow but steady comeback. It went virtualy unoiticed. 

The iron edies grew in popularity as well. They started getting elected to congress. They elected the first iron edie president.  The political ring of the iron edies pased a law that made iron edies the oficial church of the united sates. The 31st amendment allowed for a sate religion so long as sixty percent of those who votted voted yes. 

This began a time of oficial sate persecution of Christians in the united sates. There were some christians who tried to compromise with the church.  There were ways to merge the two faiths. Manny refused. It , of course came with a price. 

Christians did not protest. They did stage demonstrations. They qietly did not submit to what they saw as unlawful acts. They knew even that would cause trouble. Of course it did. 

 Ellie was a young adult who was raised in a Christian home. Her farther pastored a smal church in a rural area in the midwest.  Growing up, no one brothered the church. Interest in traditional interest had dwindered but there had not been much animostity. 

“Dad? Mom? Whats going on?” ellie asked.  “The president signed the religius harnony bill into law. Things are going to be diccy. We might all end up in prison. Be strong. Things wont be easy. ” her dad told her. 

During a church service,  the church of the iron walrus sent members to verify complience of the new law. The members were required to sign a paper saying that they swore allegiance to the church of the iron walrus.   Sign it and they were on there way.dont and face imprisonment.  

The members of the missioners as they were called, entered the room. They satted there bussiness. Everyone in the room refused to sign it.that included ellie. 

They were all arrested.  Elie could not believe that this was happening when the cuffs were placed on her. She and the orthers were transported to a lock up.

 They were taken to a large room. There were male and female prisonors seated. They wore orange prison jumpsuits. They were restrained.  There eyes were pried oppen. They wanted to force the prisonors to watch the new arival. 

Elie was forced to take off her cloths.she took off her purple blouse. She pulled it up to her head and pued it off. She then unzipped her black skirt. She let it fall to her feet. She pulled the skirt off. She then took her white slip off. She unclasped her bra and pulled it off she pulled down her painties. 

One of the prisioners,don was forced to see her. He tried to not see it. He did not want them to win.

She was forced to shower with other men and women. She dried herself off. She put on an orange jump suit and sandles. Prison oficials loved to force Christian female prisonors to wear pants. They liked to make Christian uncomfortable.  

Odd sense the first generation of the church of the iron walrus did bot consider itself to be the one true faith. It was a joke. Now they were an exclusive faith. 

She was sent to a cell.  She saw that her cell mate was a man. She felt uncomfortable wearing her sandles. She liked to go batefoot. Was that non modest not weaeing shoes in front of a man? She had no idea. Usualy this was something she would ask her dad. 

“Hi!” she said. “Hi im don. ” he said. “Are you of the way?” she asked.  “Yes indeed. I assume you are as well. “He said. She smiled and said yes.

“This is a bit awkward.  I think they want it that way. ” ” he said. “I think so too. ” she said.

“We can still be holly in spite of all thise circumstances.  ” he declared. “I know that.  I am determined to stay holly.  ” she asured him. ” i have no doubt of that. I know that you will succeed.  He that began a good work in you is able to complete it in you. “He said. She smiled.  “In you as well.”she said. 

They talked and talked. She kept her sandles on for now.she felt so sad. She wanted to be held. She wanted to be hugged. She knew that she could not show any physical contact. It could be the aperence of evil.they could show it to fellow believers and pit them against the orther belevers. It could also chip at there faith and resolve. It could give temptation.   She wanted to stay strong.  She wanted some comfort. It was natural. She would be strong. 

After a while she needed to pee. “Can you turn around?” she asked. “Of course. ” he said. He turned around. She pulled down her pants and underware. She peed into the toilet. She put her cloths back on. 

It was close to lights out. They got into seperate beds. She took off her sandles when she was in the covers. 

Don was a total gentleman.  It was not easy. He had seen her naked. They forced it earlier.  He kept remembering it.  He tried to ignore it.

The days were dificult. They tried to keep things together.  They kept things in check. They did well. 

It had been a month sense they were incarcerated.  It was hard mounth. Nether one had compromised.  

In the yard he went to a mam who many considered the prison pastor. “If we woved to the lord marriage.  Would it be a biblical mariege?” he asked. “Yes if you vowed to the lord it would.  You would be bound to it for the rest of your lives. I must warn you if the oficials learned of it, they might move you two out of spite. ” the pastor said. 

Later. “I want to ask you something. ” don asked her. “Alright. What is it?” he asked her. “Will you mary me? I dont have a ring. ” he asked. She smiled. “I would love to. Yes!” she said. 

The “pastor” officiated the ‘wedding’. Manny attended the magshift event.  She did not have a dress but wore the prison garb. He pronounced them husband and wife. They kissed. 

After the yard time was over, they were taken back to there cell. He held her. She so wanted to be held by him for a long time. 

He held her. She rested her head on him. He petted her head. He played with her hair. 

After a while she kissed him. She indicated to him that she was ready. They took off each others cloths. He got inside her. She begged him to go harder. He did so.  

The oficials got wind of it. They were moved to seperate cells. Both stayed faithful.  She soon discovered she was pregnant.  

The prison oficials refused to tell him. Both prayed to be reunited.  She was gerting close to giving birth. A lady who used to be a nurse helped her deliver a healrhy baby girl. 

Two days after grace eluzebeth waa born, the new president took office. He ordered all prisonors released. 

He found his wife elie and his daughter. They hugged. They were able to get there asets back. He got his house back.  

The church fell into disrepute. The law making the iron walrus church the oficial church was repealed. Life went back to normal.  Grace got a brother and sister.  

The end. 

Persecution fetish

A young women reserch on religious persecution takes a bizare and unexpected turn.

Amy is a fouth generation christian.she grew up in a strict family.  No rock music, no pants for ladies, no tv, no movies.  None of that. 

She had reserched church history.she knew church history from peater to the emerging church. She found it all fascinating.  

Any study of the history of the church is bound to include persecution. From persecution by jewish leaders to rommon empire to the inquisition, reformed persicution of anabaptist, all the way to communist persicution and slavery in suden.she had become well versed in the history of persecution.  

There was an unintended consequences to all of her research.  She became obsesed with the topic. One day while at bible colege, her imaginations got the best of her. 

She imagined that she was walking though the town market. When a group of soldjers arived. She was put in chains. She was taken to a dungion.she was forced to strip naked. She was then put on a wrack.her legs and hands were spread. The pully was activated.  

She did not realize but she had gotten eroused. She started pressuring herself.  The door opened. “Out oh!” she thiught to herself. She pulled the blanket over her . her roomate did not see anything. 

She was shocked. She had no idea why she found herself eroused by persecution.  She decided that she had to back off from her research for a time.  She felt that this was for the best to back off.

She did not tell anyone. She was able to suppress her unusual interest. One day during class there was a descriptions of ancient church history persicution.  She had a strange sensation.  It was like before.

She decided to exit the class. She went to the bathroom and calmed herself. Then she returned to class. No one figured out what she had done.  She was releved of that. 

She tried to avoid the topic as much as he could.  It did not come up too much. 

 As what happens frequently at a religious institution,  amy met someone. A young bible college student named alex.  The two hit it off almost imidiately. 

They hung out for a bit. First in a group then one on one. They eventualy decided to date. They were then engaged to be maried. 

They got maried and went on there honeymoon.  They were siting on the bed hanging out.  “You ever imagined being persecuted? ” she asked. “What? ” he asked.

“You have never imagined what it is like?  Your siting in your house. The police break down the door.  Your arested. Put in chains and taken to a dungeon.  ” she said.

The thought of it made her wet. She tried not to draw attention to the fact that she waa turned on. 

“No i had not given it a lot of thought.i admire the martyrs and those who suffered for there faith. I hope that i would have the corege to endure what they endured. I dont give it a lot of thought. ” he responded. 

“You have never thought aboit it. Never put yourself in a kind of synerio? Try to visulize it?” she aaked.”no i cant say i have. I take it you have?” he remarked.

“I have. It could happen. I think in the us.  It would be some process crime. Failure to dot an eye on taxis.  At least now. Some overactive district attoney with too big of an imagination.  Suddenly i am in prison. Orange jumo suit. I wil probably have to wear pants. ” she said 

She wanted to be releved of her sexual tension. She realized that she was sliping into her old paturns. It might be time to change topic.   

“You ok?” he asked.  “Yes. I gues i have an overactive imagination. ” she said.”i gues so. ” he said. 

“Does talking about persecution turn you on?” he asked. She was really embarrassed.  It was a sin to lie.she  did not want to lie to her husband.  

She hemmed and hawed for a couple of secconds but finaly admitted her deep dark secreet. “Yes. I know it is really really strange. ” she said.

“It is a little unusual.  It could be weirder i suppose.  ” he commented.”i had no idea ” he responded.  “I am big history buff. Especialy church history. I got a little too interested in persecution.  I have kinda avoided the topic. I got turned once in class.” she said. “I had no idea” he said “i keep that one under rap.” she told him.

 “So you imagine your the one being persecuted? ” he asked.  “Always. I gues i am a submissive type person. “She said. 

He knew that she was qiet. She was submisive. He was not well versed in bdsm or bondage. He suspected that her interest borderlined on bondege. That was not something he expected. 

“You seem prety dominant.  I could imagine you a inquisitor.  Your sent all the way from the vatican to deal with a lutherin onclave. You round up anyone caught suspected of being part of the heretics. ” she said.

He was reluctant to play along.  He decided to endulge her a bit. “You are a heritic arnt you?” he asked. “No! It is not herisy. You are the heitic!” she said. “I am a holly man. You are the heretics! ” he said. 

He pulled off her night gowan. “Your going on the rack! ” he said.  “No! Not the rack.  Please i beg of you. I am just a girl! Im fragile.  ” she said. “Harisy is herisy.  ” he said.

They ripped eachothers cloths. They went at it hot and heavy.  He got inside her. Both were taken aback by this event.

Usualy there sex life was vanila. Everyonce and a while persecution came up and they were at it. Any hint of persecution and they were trigered. They kept this under rap. 

The end.

Notes

Persecution is a real thing. This is not to mitigate the solemnity of those persecuted or martyed thoughout history.  Turtalien said “the blood of the martyrs is the seed of the church” it is just a work of fiction.

To the world , christian apearent fixation on persecution is an odity. Some left wingers on line have labled the movies ” God is not dead” and “God is not dead 2” as persecution fetish.