Lizy was so humiliated after the church diner. She considered leaving the church. She skiped the mid week service that came after that Sunday service. She received a few calls from people that were concerned.
She decided to keep going. No one knew her secret. No one was speculating. It was not a big deal.this was a church that loved one another and those around them. They did not engage in gossip. It did not matter.
Eventually she moved on. She forgot about the awkwardness. She enjoyed the church again. She enjoyed the church before and during the awkwardness. It became totaly enjoyable again.
She was always on high alert. She was always on edge.she feared if people knew that she could not control her pee and poop, they would not accept her. She feared that they would lose there respect for her. She would no longer realy be a part of the group. She was shy and reserved anyways. She was especially shy now with her bladder control issues.
One sunday morning, she overslept. Sunday school was at ten so she she tried to be up by seven. This gave her time to shower.get dressed, style her hair brush her teeth eat brwakfast drink cofeee etc. She also gave herself an enema and a fresh diaper.
Today she overslept. She set her alarm for seven. In the overnight there was a slight power flicker. The power went off and came right back on. It knocked out the power long enough to end her alarm.
She slept soundly believing that the alarm would wake her up at seven. The alarm was not set anymore. She woke uo grogy at first. She laid in bed and started to wake up.
She wore a black nightie. She had a diaper. She put on a fresh one right before she went to bed. She could tell she had soiled herself. That was nothing new.
She started to wake up. She became more aware of her surroundings. She saw that it was realy light out. She wondered what time it was. She looked at the time. She saw that the clock was flashing four a clock. That ment that the power was knocked out four houers ago. She was shocked and stuned.
She blurted out loud. “Oh no! ” she exclaimed. She tossed off her blankets. She jumped out of bed. She looked at her phone. It was nine oclock. “Oh no! Oh no!” she thought. Her roommate was asleep as well.
She took off her soiled diaper and discarded it. She took a shower. She was always through. She cleaned her diaper area. The shower was the only place she confidently could go in the nude. The floor knew that she peed in the shower. It was not a big deal.
She left the shower. She did nort give herself an enema. She did put a baby powder on her diepe. She closed the strap. She put on plastic pants and she put on a half slip. She put on a green dress. She put on sandles.
She decided to not have breakfast. She put her hair up. She usualy liked to spend twenty minutes or so braiding it but she did not have the time today.
She filled her diaper bag. She got hwr purse ans king james bible. She always packed extra cloths just in case. She did not confident like she usualy did. She usualy had every t crossed and every i dotted. Incontinence made her super prepared and super organized. She was determined to be prepared for any issue that might come up. Today that was just not possible.
She was as ready as she could be. She jumped into her car and drove to the church. She parked the car in the parking lot. She grabed her purse and headed inside. She saw people she knew.
“Morning lizy!” mrs backet said.she greated the backet family. She headed inside. She said helo to various members and attenders. Lizzy was well liked and was warmly received.
She went to the auditorium where the adult class occurred. She saw several in the church. She saw the pastor and the girls. “Hi girls! Hi pastor! ” she said. The girls said hello to miss lizzy almost totaly in unison. She loved those girls. They always had the ability to melt her heart.
“How are you today?” pastor mcmaster asked. “Good. A bit frazzled but good. My alarm did not go off. I overslept. ” she said.”i have had that happened. That drives me crazy.” he said. “Its tough. I am sure that It work out at the end of the day.”she said.
“Just remember that it is over now. Your hear. You made it. ” he said. “Oh ok. Your right. I will keep that in mind”she assured him.
She grabed a cup of cofee. She sat down. The Sunday school was great. The pastor was conducing a bible survey course. It was really good. She took a lot of notes. She was really into the study.
She had forgot about her earlier debacle. She learned alot from his class. She was stil learning. She still had much to learn. The bible was new to her especialy the old testament. His class was realy helpfull. The class that day was escialy helpful.
“Hey i realy liked your class today! ” she told him. “Well i prase the lord for that. I am glad. I did a series based on material from new tribes mison. I am not a big fan of the organization as a whole. I took what i liked about there material. They present Christ from genesis. They try to set the stage. If you go on our you tube page. You should be able to find it. ” he said. “Thank you. I will do that. ” she said.
“I got to go bring the munchkins down stairs. I will talk to you later. ” he told them. “Yes. Of course. ” she said.
She realized that she had pooped herself. She had time betwen services. She got up hoping no one would notice her bulge.she went outside and got her diaper bag. She headed back inside and downstairs. She went into the ladies bathroom.
It was a standered bathroom. She opened the bag. She pulled out a matt and laid it down. She pulled out what she would need. She laid down on the mat.then her worst fear was realized.
The door opened. Laura mccuisic came in. She was in her mue forties. She had several children from age 17 to a few mounths. “Hi . this probably looks weird but i am incontinent and i had an accident. ” she said.
“Let me help you. I am a nurse. I am changed adult who wear diapers. ” laura said. “Ok. Thanks. ” she said.
She pulled her dress up. She saw hwr diaper. “Your diaper is very full. Your blader and bowel?” she asked. “I started off as bowel. My blader never developed properly. I tried to mantain bowel control. It became easier to empty it into the diaper. I think i am blader and bowel at this point. ” she said.
She pulled the diaper off. She threw the diaper ans plastic pantry into the diaper disposal bag. She used wipes wiped her diaper area. She put ob the fresh diaper. She put baby powder on her. She closed the straps. She put a new plastic underware over her.
“It looks like you are mantaning good hygiene. I dont see any iritation. I am sure you have been though this enough that you know what to do. ” laura said. “Yes i do.” she said.
“Your doing what you should. “She said. “I usualy give myself an enema in the morning before church but i overslept. ” she admited. “It happens. I noticed you walk out abruptly some times and go to your car. I know you change sometimes. ” laura said. “I try to perpare for every contingentcy. ” lizzy said.
“If you need to being in your diaper bag thats fine. No one is going to say anything. If you ever need help. Please ask. I have worked in nursing homes ans rehab centers. I know the ropes. Its nothing to be ashaned of. “Laura said.
“Can we keep this low key. I dont want the pastor to know.” she said. “You have my word. I will keep this discreet. You have nothing to wory about. “The nurse assued her.
“Thank you so much for your help. ” she told her. “Your very welcomed. ” she said. She put everything back. She put the diaper bag in her car. She went back to the auditoriums.
She felt humiliated. Exposed. She trusted laura. She still felt venerable. He was bound to see her with her diaper bag. What if he asked questiones. She was a private person. It was no one elses business. She wanted it kept private. She did not want everyone to know.
She felt self conscious. She tried not to let her anxiety get the best of her. She tried to stay focused. Her mind wondered during the message. She tried to tocus. He preached on making vows to the lord. He discused the importance of keeping vows. Vows were Gods permissive will not perfect. Paul said to let your yay yay and nay nay.
It was good she thought. She realy had a hard time concentrating. She got most of the message.
After the service she got ready to leave. She said goodbye to a people. She got to the pastor and his kids who stood at the door. She shock his hand and the girls.
She was glad to be back on campus. She took off her skirt and put on a t shirt. She walked around in a t shirt and diaper.
She did not want to go to evening service. She knew she would be missed. She put on a green shirt and gray dress and sandles. She went into the sanctuary.
People said hi to her. Laura kept her promise. No one knew her secret. It was a smal church. It was bound to be uncovered. It would not be secret foever. She decided to cros that bridge when she came to it.
She greated everyone. She saw the pastor and the kids. ” how are you tonight?” he asked. “Good. The day turned out better then this morning. ” she answeed. “I am glad to hear that.” he said. She was too.
She loved the series on christ in the old testatestament. She and pastor mcmaster grow even closer. He asked her out for cofee and she says no. He has no idea why.