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Past mistakes

a young mom and wife faces prison time.

Part one 

The arest

Julie was 26 years old. She had long brown hair. She was five six. She was maried with a two year son. Her husbend was a pastor of an independent fundinental Baptist church. Julie was a stay at home mom and homemaker. She had worked before she was maried. She was qiet and reserve. She was known for being sweet,kind and compassionate. 

She mostly stayed at home. She wanted to be a keeper at home. She also fulfiled a cerimonial first lady like role. She loved decorations and decorating.   She wanted to have a ministry to ladies in the church. She wanted all lades in the church from young girls to teens to younf adults al the way to grandmothers.  She wanted all lades to be ministered to. 

She was beloved in the church. She was known for a sweet and godly sprit. She was a servent. She was known for being self sacrificing.  She put the needs of others before herself. 

She taught a children Sunday school. She was in charge of staffing the nursery.  She was involved in a young moms group and a group for single lades as well. Her ladies sleep over night was always a hit eccept with her husbend. He hid in the gerage. She made sure he was well fed. 

She was known for her sense of humor.  She was usualy reserve. Every once and a while she would burst out in laughter. Everyone loved when she laughs.  

No one would suspect that she had a warent out for her arest in another sate. She had grown up over the years. She had matured. She had been saved. She was transformed by the holy sprit. She was now a different person.  Her past was bound to catch up with her. Now it had. 

The day of her arest had begun like any other day. She woke up grogy at first. Her husbend was in thw shower.  She laid in bed until she heard her son Jeremiah or jay string.  She put on a robe and picked him up. She changed him. She made breakfast. It was ready when he was. After spending time with her, rob her husbend gave her and jay a hug and a kiss. He headed to the church. 

She did some house work. She played with her son. The young mom group came over. She had a great time with them. Dave came home for lunch. He went back to the church. 

She was taking a nap with her son. She was just about asleep when she heard a knock on the door. She picked up her son and put him in the crib. She wore a pink tank top and gray skirt. “I am coming.  ” she said. 

She opened the door.  It was the police.  “Are you remington douglis?” the officer asked. “I am remington corners but my maiden name is Douglas.  ” she said. 

“I am officer parker and this is officer ross with local police. This is detective Rayner with Morrison police department.  He is requesting you be extradited. He has a warent for your arrest.  ” he said.

“My baby boy is hear. Please dont leave him alone. ” she pleaded.  She waa alowed to put flip flips on. Officer Parker was a dad and picked up the boy. He talked to him like a dad to a todler. 

Detective raymer wanted her taken and processed now.  The local officers would not leave until a case worker from the sate department of health and human service arived. The detective perfered the case worker meet them at the station. The officers incisted they wait.

Whwn Brady from dhs arived, he took custody of the child. She kissed her son.  She was led away. 

Part two past catching up

She was taken to the police station.  She was serched. She was finger printed.  Her mug schot was taken. She had to remove her cloths in front of s female officer. She took off her blouse. Then her skirt. Then her half slip ,bra and panties.  She was put in an orange jump suit.  She almost bever wear pants so this was odd. She put on prison issue sandles. She waa shackled again.  She was transfered to county jail. 

The charges stemed from four years ago. She was a different person then. She got in with the wrong crowd. She smoked, drank and did drugs.  She had been promiscuous.  She never broke the law before the imcident that got her in hot water. Her friends had. 

She did not care back then. She liked to hang out with the wrong crowd. She liked bad boys. One day she ans her boyfriend at the time were driving in her car. She waa driving. He wanted to stop and get a soda. That was what she told her. She was nieve and complied with his request. 

He robed the place at gun pount. No one was hurt. He got quite a bit of cash and a litle but of murchindise. She suspected but she did not want to know. 

When she saw it on the news the next day she bolted. She never turned back. She was scared straght as it were.  She drove and drove until she reached the sate she was now. She got sobered up and got a job. She took clases 

She went to church at first as a penance of sorts.  She eventualy got saved. Dave had been a bible college graduate traning for the ministry. They dated and he perposed marriage.  They maried and then he was called as a pastor at a nearby church. 

She beleved she had moved past it. Her past had caught up with her. She was taken to county jail. She was given a medical exam. Her pulse was taken. Her heart was checked. They took other sats. She was required to take a pregnancy test.

“Do you know your pregnant?” a nurse asked.  “I am late for my perioud. It kind of sliped my mind” she said. Now that jay was two, dave and her had considered trying for another child. They both wanted a girl.  This was not a good time for it.

Even though she did not know troy’s intentions,she waa guilty.  She drove the get away car. She figured she would be doing some jail time. She hoped her entire pregnancy would not be behind bars. 

She was sent to a pregnancy ward.she was housed with other prehnent girls. One was 18, one was 37. The rest were in 20s or thirties.  The bed was not luxurious but it was sleepable.

Dave was in his office when the phone rang. “Hello is this pastor dave corners?” the vioce on the orher end of the phone said. “Yes this is he!” dave answered. “This is brody ryain with sate department of health and human services divison of children and families. Your wife was arrested for crimes committed in another sate a few years back.  I took custody of your son. I am ready to return him to your custody. ” he said. 

Dave was stuned. He went to the police station and he picked him uo. She was aranged the next day. Bail was denied pending extradition hearing.  He was alowed to see him.

“Hey dave. I do kinda hot in the prison garb dont i?” he asked.  “Orange is a good coller on you. ” he said. “I am so sory. I never want to embarris you or undernine your ministry.  “She said.  “Rem i love you.  Whatever happened in the past is in the past.  It is forgiven. I will stand behind you no matter what. ” he assued her . 

“Thank you. There is something else i need to tell you. I am pregnant.  I juat found out during the intake exam.” she said. He was happy but wished it was not under these circumstances.

She did not fight extradition.she was transfered to sate where the crime occurred. He took a leave of absence from the church to deal with the situation.  

He visited Her in the jail frequently.  “They offered me six mouths with credit for time served.  I would be in a medical unit for pregnant inmates.  I told them i would have an answer tomorrow.  I want to acept it. I will be out about a mouth before the baby is born” she said.

He knew she was right. He did not want her to have to be incarcerated.  He agreed. The next day she accepted the deal. She was formerly sentenced a week later.

Part three the sentence

She was tranfered to a sate prison. She was put in a blue t shirt and shorts. She was in a pregnentcy wing of the medical ward. She was housed with short term pregnant inmates.  

He resumed his duties at the church. He came up once a week to visit her. He was able to bring his son. 

It was hard.she got big. Her belly got big. She got morning sickness,moof swings fatigue all while in the slamer. The food was a littlr beter there. She tried to keep a good attude. 

The other inmates were non violent offenders. They were nice. She got along with them. She never felt in danger. The gaurds treated her fine. She was a model prisoner. 

Epilogue 

It was a long six mouths.  It was uncomfortable at times. Her cell witch was a large room with six orrher pregnant inmates got hot. There was no air conditoning or fan. There was one open toilet. She had to go half naked or she would roast. 

She felt uncomfortable.  She was so happy that her term was up. He pucked her up and drove her home. She laid low and rested. She gave birth to a healthy baby girl.

They moved passed it. It was just one event in there lives.  The church understood.  When baby gracie was older they would tell her about it. 

The end 

Notes 

No resech was done. This is a work of fiction and fantasy. 

Widower and the incontinent girl episode four

a lady in the church discovers that lizy is incontinent.

Lizy was so humiliated after the church diner. She considered leaving the church. She skiped the mid week service that came after that Sunday service. She received a few calls from people that were concerned.

She decided to keep going. No one knew her secret.  No one was speculating.  It was not a big deal.this was a church that loved one another and those around them. They did not engage in gossip.  It did not matter. 

Eventually she moved on. She forgot about the awkwardness. She enjoyed the church again.  She enjoyed the church before and during the awkwardness.  It became totaly enjoyable again. 

She was always on high alert.  She was always on edge.she feared if people knew that she could not control her pee and poop, they would not accept her. She feared that they would lose there respect for her. She would no longer realy be a part of the group.  She was shy and reserved anyways. She was especially shy now with her bladder control issues. 

One sunday morning, she overslept.  Sunday school was at ten so she she tried to be up by seven. This gave her time to shower.get dressed, style her hair brush her teeth eat brwakfast drink cofeee etc. She also gave herself an enema and a fresh diaper. 

Today she overslept.  She set her alarm for seven. In the overnight there was a slight power flicker. The power went off and came right back on. It knocked out the power long enough to end her alarm. 

She slept soundly believing that the alarm would wake her up at seven. The alarm was not set anymore.  She woke uo grogy at first.  She laid in bed and started to wake up.  

She wore a black nightie. She had a diaper. She put on a fresh one right before she went to bed. She could tell she had soiled herself.  That was nothing new. 

She started to wake up. She became more aware of her surroundings.  She saw that it was realy light out. She wondered what time it was.  She looked at the time.  She saw that the clock was flashing four a clock.  That ment that the power was knocked out four houers ago. She was shocked and stuned. 

She blurted out loud. “Oh no! ” she exclaimed.  She tossed off her blankets. She jumped out of bed. She looked at her phone.  It was nine oclock. “Oh no! Oh no!” she thought. Her roommate was asleep as well. 

She took off her soiled diaper and discarded it. She took a shower. She was always through.  She cleaned her diaper area. The shower was the only place she confidently could go in the nude. The floor knew that she peed in the shower. It was not a big deal. 

She left the shower. She did nort give herself an enema.  She did put a baby powder on her diepe. She closed the strap. She put on plastic pants and she put on a half slip.  She put on a green dress. She put on sandles. 

She decided to not have breakfast.  She put her hair up. She usualy liked to spend twenty minutes or so braiding it but she did not have the time today.

She filled  her diaper bag. She got hwr purse ans king james bible.  She always packed extra cloths just in case. She did not confident like she usualy did.  She usualy had every t crossed and every i dotted. Incontinence made her super prepared and super organized.  She was determined to be prepared for any issue that might come up. Today that was just not possible.  

She was as ready as she could be. She jumped into her car and drove to the church. She parked the car in the parking lot. She grabed her purse and headed inside. She saw people she knew. 

“Morning lizy!” mrs backet said.she greated the backet family.  She headed inside. She said helo to various members and attenders. Lizzy was well liked and was warmly received.  

She went to the auditorium where the adult class  occurred.  She saw several in the church. She saw the pastor and the girls.  “Hi girls! Hi pastor! ” she said. The girls said hello to miss lizzy almost totaly in unison.  She loved those girls.  They always had the ability to melt her heart.  

“How are you today?” pastor mcmaster asked. “Good. A bit frazzled but good. My alarm did not go off. I overslept.  ” she said.”i have had that happened.  That drives me crazy.” he said. “Its tough. I am sure that It work out at the end of the day.”she said.

“Just remember that it is over now. Your hear.  You made it. ” he said. “Oh ok. Your right. I will keep that in mind”she assured him. 

She grabed a cup of cofee. She sat down. The Sunday school was great. The pastor was conducing a bible survey course. It was really good. She took a lot of notes.  She was really into the study. 

She had forgot about her earlier debacle. She learned alot from his class. She was stil learning. She still had much to learn. The bible was new to her especialy the old testament. His class was realy helpfull. The class that day was escialy helpful.  

“Hey i realy liked your class today! ” she told him. “Well i prase the lord for that. I am glad.  I did a series based on material from new tribes mison. I am not a big fan of the organization as a whole.  I took what i liked about there material. They present Christ from genesis.  They try to set the stage.  If you go on our you tube page.  You should be able to find it. ” he said. “Thank you. I will do that. ” she said.

“I got to go bring the munchkins down stairs. I will talk to you later. ” he told them. “Yes. Of course. ” she said.

She realized that she had pooped herself. She had time betwen services.  She got up hoping no one would notice her bulge.she went outside and got her diaper bag. She headed back inside and downstairs. She went into the ladies bathroom. 

It was a standered bathroom.  She opened the bag. She pulled out a matt and laid it down. She pulled out what she would need. She laid down on the mat.then her worst fear was realized.

The door opened.  Laura mccuisic came in. She was in her mue forties. She had several children from age 17 to a few mounths. “Hi . this probably looks weird but i am incontinent and i had an accident. ” she said.

“Let me help you.  I am a nurse. I am changed adult who wear diapers. ” laura said. “Ok. Thanks. ” she said. 

She pulled her dress up. She saw hwr diaper. “Your diaper is very full. Your blader and bowel?” she asked.  “I started off as bowel.  My blader never developed properly. I tried to mantain bowel control. It became easier to empty it into the diaper. I think i am blader and bowel at this point. ” she said.  

She pulled the diaper off. She threw the diaper ans plastic pantry into the diaper disposal bag. She used wipes  wiped her diaper area. She put ob the fresh diaper. She put baby powder  on her. She closed the straps. She put a new plastic underware over her. 

“It looks like you are mantaning good hygiene.  I dont see any iritation. I am sure you have been though this enough that you know what to do. ” laura said. “Yes i do.” she said.

“Your doing what you should. “She said. “I usualy give myself an enema in the morning before church but i overslept.  ” she admited. “It happens.  I noticed you walk out abruptly some times and go to your car. I know you change sometimes.  ” laura said. “I try to perpare for every contingentcy. ” lizzy said. 

“If you need to being in your diaper bag thats fine. No one is going to say anything.  If you ever need help. Please ask. I have worked in nursing homes ans rehab centers. I know the ropes. Its nothing to be ashaned of. “Laura said.

“Can we keep this low key. I dont want the pastor to know.” she said. “You have my word.  I will keep this discreet.  You have nothing to wory about. “The nurse assued her.

“Thank you so much for your help.  ” she told her. “Your very welcomed. ” she said. She put everything back. She put the diaper bag in her car. She went back to the auditoriums.  

She felt humiliated. Exposed. She trusted laura. She still felt venerable.  He was bound to see her with her diaper bag.  What if he asked questiones. She was a private person.  It was no one elses business.  She wanted it kept private.  She did not want everyone to know. 

She felt self conscious.  She tried not to let her anxiety get the best of her. She tried to stay focused. Her mind wondered during the message.  She tried to tocus. He preached on making vows to the lord. He discused the importance of keeping vows. Vows were Gods permissive will not perfect.  Paul said to let your yay yay and nay nay. 

It was good she thought. She realy had a hard time concentrating.  She got most of the message.  

After the service she got ready to leave. She said goodbye to a people. She got to the pastor and his kids who stood at the door. She shock his hand and the girls.  

She was glad to be back on campus.  She took off her skirt and put on a t shirt. She walked around in a t shirt and diaper. 

She did not want to go to evening service.  She knew she would be missed. She put on a green shirt and gray dress and sandles. She went into the sanctuary.  

People said hi to her.  Laura kept her promise.  No one knew her secret. It was a smal church. It was bound to be uncovered. It would not be secret foever. She decided to cros that bridge when she came to it. 

She greated everyone.  She saw the pastor and the kids. ” how are you tonight?” he asked.  “Good.  The day turned out better then this morning. ” she answeed. “I am glad to hear that.” he said.  She was too. 

Next up

She loved the series on christ in the old testatestament.  She and pastor mcmaster grow even closer. He asked her out for cofee and she says no. He has no idea why. 

The girl in pain 

craig meets a young women who experiences a lot of pain.

When Crag’s dad became pastor of eternity Baptist church. craig was in bible colege. He took over in the sumer over the break.  He went with his family as he was still technicaly living at home when not in school. He was going to help out his dad. He was training to be a pastor. He would help out in the church during the summer mouths before going back to college. It was during that time he met his future wife his sweetheart.  

His dad had taken over as pastor while he was still at college.  He had been looking at a new church to pastor after moving on from her previous pastorate. It had a couple of mouths. He met his future wife the first sunday he was back from college.  

He said helo to people.  He introduced himself. His dad planed on putting him to work over his sumer and he wanted people to become familar with him. He wanted the church to get use to him. He wanted to get to know them. 

He talked to several people.  He was a people person.  He enjoyed getting to know people.  His dad realy likes this church.  Craig hoped that he would take to it as his farther did. Everyone was realy freindly. Several had gone to or had relitives who went to his colege. That gave them something to talk about. 

He saw a family of a father and morther. With them was three tenaged daughter,two younger boys.  The mother was holding a baby girl. One of the daughters caught his eye. He gaused that she was in her late teens or early twenties.  

She was different from her siblibgs. She was not quite as bubly as her siblings. They were all very cheerfull. She seemed more serious. He had no idea why.  

She had her hair in a poney tail. She wore a gray dress and sandles. Her dad introduced himself and his wife and there kids. He said hello and shocked there hands. He introduced her as tess. 

“Helo tess. It is good to meet you. ” he said. She gave a half smile. “It is good to meet you. ” she said. He tried to engage her in conversation but she was realy not interested.  He backed off. He hoped that he could talk to her later. He hoped he could get her to oppen up.  

Early on she said very little.  He usualy managed to get het to say hi.sometimes he managed to get a hi how are you but usualy not much beyond that. He was determined to get her talking.  

He made sure he said hi to her. She was always stoic almost taciturn. She never seemed happy.  He never saw her smile. He cant believe she did not know how.  The rest of her family were almost zaney. Always lauthing. Just not her. He had no idea why. 

One Sunday there was a church diner.he sat next to her. She wore a green dress and sandles. He did not ask. He just sat down.   “I love church diners.  ” he said. She looked at his plate. “I can tell. Are you going to eat all that?” she asked. “I am planing on it. Are you implying i might be a gluten? ” he asked. “No no. Just wondering. ” she said.  “Ok. ” he said. 

He noticed she could go though phases. One minute she was talkative. Then she was qiet. He noticed that she seemed to be waiting for him to leave for her to get up. He caught on and walked away.

When he saw her again, she was standing. He told her he hoped that she would have a good rest of her day. She talked a little bit more after that. It took some work. He did not stop. 

The summer was winding down. He would be going back to college.  He went up to her. “Hi i was wondering if you be interested in going out for cofee sometime? ” he asked.  

“I would be interested but any plans would have to be tentative. I may need to have a rain check. I am sory but i cant make hard plans. ” she said.”yes thats fine. Can we tentativley plan on thursday?” he asked.  “Yes that would be fine. I will try to give you advanced notice if i have to cancell but i will try not to.”she told him. 

“Thats fine i understand. ” he said. “I will try to make this happen. I really will. If nit Thursday some time soon.” she assured him.

At first he thought that this was a polite blow off. She was giving herself an out. He almost considered it a fate comple that she would not be comming. The way she was talking it seemed like she wanted to make it. He had no idea what was going on. 

He waited for her to call and cancel. At wendsday night midweek he asked her if they were still on and she indicated that they were. He got ready on thusday. He wore a blue button dowb shirt and khakis.  He got in the car and headed for her house. He feared she might not show. 

He parked by the house. He got out and walked to the door. She wore a green t shirt and denim skirt and flip flops. She had painted her toe nail and finger. nails sense there last visit. She had braded her hair and put ribons in it. She looked nice.  

“You look realy nice today!” he said.”thank you” she said. She smiled as she said it.  “I got you these”he said.she smiled as she saw the flowers. “Thank you . they are really pretty. ” she said. They went inside. She put them in water.

He said helo to her parents.  Then they left. She took his arm. Her parents seemed ok with it. Her parents trusted him. He had a good reputation. 

They went to the cofee shop. They both had ice cofee but she put more cream and surger then he did. They had mufins as well. 

“I need to tell you something craig. ” she said. “Ok tessy whats up? ” he asked.”well i am in almost constent pain. It is anything from mild discomfort to overwhelming pain. The doctor have no idea why. They dont know what is causing it. I am on pain medication. It casuses mood swings. I get tired easily. That is why it is taking a long time for me with my clases. I work for my dad part time. I am not able to do too many houers. I do a lot of the bookkeeping at home. I do other stuff at home.” she told him. 

“I am so sorry. I did not know.” he said. “I dont like to talk about it.i am bot a woe is me kind of person.  That is why i am so qiet. That is why i am not as bubbly as the other kids.should you ask me out again and i kinda hope you do, i might have to sometimes postpone without a lot of warning. I apologize.  “Tess said .

“No its fine. I totally understand.  I will definitely ask you out again. ” he said.”good. I was a little woried i would scare you away. ” she said. “No i do not scare easily. ” he said.

“I am so glad.  I will try not to test that.”she said. He laughed. “I am glad you told me. It explans a lot.  You seamed reserve. Yet i could tell your a warm freindly person. ” he said. “I would be bubly and outgoing like my sisters are. I used to be.  I just canot physically do it. ” she said.  “I totaly understand. I can see why that that would afect you. “He said. “I am trying to work though it. I am trying to have a quality of life with this pain.it is not easy. ” she said. 

“I can understand that it would not be. It would afect life definitely.  ” he renarked. “I was afraid you would think i was rude. ” she said. “No i did not” he assueed her. She smiled. “I am glad. ” she said. 

They decided to head out after a time.  She took his arm. “Thank you for tonight.  This was wounderfull!” she said.  “My plesure. Are you available Tuesday lord wiling and all things considered of course.” he asked. “Yes i would love that. “She remarked. 

He drove her home. “Thanks once again for a great time. ” she told him. “Thank you. I has a great time too. “He told her.  He watched and made sure she made it inside.  Then when he saw the door close he drove off. 

He found her different when he originaly envisioned her to be. She was really sweet. He looked forward to getting to know her. He knew his sumer was winding down. Soon he would be back to colege. He hoped to be able to keep in touch with her. He hoped that this would turn into something more about permanent. 

Next up 

Craig and tessy grow closer. They try to fugure out how to make it work. 

Notes

At first this was going to be a series then a stand alone. Now it is a series again. 

Not a lo of erotica in this one. There may be in subsequent editons. 

The medical stuff made be off. I considered having her diegnosedbwith fribromialga but i dont feel like i have enough understanding of it. 

Mistaken identity 

a house wife is mistaken for a figitive.

They say everyone has a twin. That is one of those statements that can be proven or disproven. I have no idea where it came from. There are always people who look like someone else. Your at the grocery store and you see someone you recognize. You go over and its not that person. 

I have been on the giving and receving end. I have had people come up to me. They Start a conversation only to reaoize i am not who they thought i was. 

Usualy it is momentary gaff. You laugh about it then move on. No harm no fowel. Then there are times when a case of mistaken identity has more lasting consequences. I had one of those. 

My mom had not planed me. She was at a concert and hooked up with a guy. She got pregnent with me. She decided to keep me. She never knew my dad’s name.  She knew nothing about him. She made no real atempt to find him. 

My mom and i lived in an apartment complex for low income family. She worked some part time jobs. She was not an amazing worker but she was not horible.

As a child i could be a handful but nothing too serious. I was just energetic. I was not a great student but i passed. My mom named me zoe .she needed a name. She saw thetheme zoe and went with it. I have no middle name.  I was zoe stevens. My mom wanted my legal name to be Zoe.  I had to have a last nane. So she gave me her last name.   

I did not plan to go to colege. I did the bare minimum to graduate from high school. I went and got a job. I was doing what my mom did. 

I became friends with a girl at work. She wore dreses or skirts all the time. She kept to herself.we hit it off despite our differences.  Katherine invited me to church. I decided why not. 

I felt out of place there. I wore jeens and a t shirt. They all welcomed me. Katherine made sure i was welcomed. I kept going. I answered an alter call after several months of attending. I grew in my faith. 

I decided to go to a Baptist colege. I took the one year program. I wanted to get to know the bible more and get exposure to ministry and be around Christians my age. While there i met Matthew.  

He was a senior. We met at a prayer group. The school set up prayer groups for students.  We hit it off. He was a multi generational christian. At least three generations were involve in some kind of full time Christian service. 

We went from acquaintance to friend.  He seemed to have a romantic interest.  She was like him. He and i had a spark. I adored him. I had a crush on him but i never thought it would happen. 

He shocked me by asking me to the end of year seniors banquet.  I said yes. I thought mayby i was a runer up. Stacy said no so zo will do. I learned that that was not the case. He realy liked me. After that i never left his side. 

We hung out the rest of the school year. He asked me if i wanted to be his girlfriend oficialy. I said yes. After he graduated and i conpleted my studies, i worked for a bit. He prepared for ministry.  

We got married.  He was called to pastor near wherehe grew up.  I got pregnent . i had a boy. I was a stay at home mom and pastor’s wife. I was busy home making and being involved in ladies ministry oficialy and unofficially.  

That beings me to the main story. The case of mistaken identity.  It was christmast eve eve.  We had put my boy to bed.  He was 13 mounths old as this point. I got undressed and put on a nightie. My husbend wore shorts to bed. 

We just hung out.  We Usualy cuddled and talked until one of us or both of us were almost asleep.  Matty turned off the light. I was just about asleep. Then everything changed.  

There was a knock at the door.  Who was hear at this hour? I thought. Matty told me to stay in bed.  He went downstairs and went to the door. “Hello.” he said “this is the police ” was the response. 

He opened the door. “Is there a young lady who lives with you? Five foot five dirty blond 135 lbs?” the officer asked. “That sounds like my wife. Whats this about?” he asked.  “We need to speak to her?” another officer said 

This officer was wearing plan cloths. He wore a suit and tie. Matt guessed that he was probably a detective. “I will get her” he said.  He invited them inside. There was five officers. Two wearing plain cloths. The rest were wearing uniforms.  

Matt went upstairs.  “Hunie the police want to talk to you.” he said. I had no idea why. I had never broken the law. I had no idea what this was about.i went downstairs.  I held his hand. 

“Are you elsa Collins? ” the detective asked. “Im zoe peaters. ” i answered. “A women named elsa peaters is wanted for murder in riverside iowa ” the detective said. He showed me her picture. She did look like me. 

“I have never been to iowa.” i said.  The muder accured four years ago. Apparently someone who lived in riverside at the time of the murder thought i looked like her.  She called the iowa sate police. Iowa police sent the detective who investigated the murder back then. 

“It is the day before Christmas eve. I don’t want you attempting to esape ” the detective said.” i am afraid i have to place you under arest on suspicion of being a fugitive from justice. ” the local detective said. 

Court was not in seison until after Christmas.  I would be spending the holidays in jail. “Look can at least kiss my son? ” i asksd.

They let me go into his room. I hugged him and kissed him. An officer was with me the whole time. They let me put on shoes and a coat. They put me in handcuffs.  I was taken to the cop car. 

I was taken to the police station. I had to go though a strip search. I removed my shoes. Then i took off my coat. A female officer looked it over. I had to remove the nightie. I was not wearing a bra. I removed my panties.  The officer did a rectal exam. 

I was finger printed.  There was a mug shot. The officers were going to have me stay the night in lockup. It was late. I was exhausted.  The detective from iowa insisted that i be taken to county lockup. The detective threatened to employ nuclear options unless they agreed. 

I had to change into a prison issue orange jumpsuit. I was taken by prison buss to a county jail. I had to go over processing again.i had to be examined by prison doctors. I was beyond tired at this point. 

“Do you know your pregnant? ” the doctor asked.  “No i did not. Are you sure? ” i asked. I was five weeks along.  Great i was heading to the big house in iowa and i have have a bun in the oven. 

I made it a cell. I colapsed. I was stuck there until at least after the holiday. The next day i had to go though a line up. The person id me as the person they saw fleing the crime scene on the night of the murder. 

I got to call maty. I told him to let ben open his present but he insisted on waiting.  We planed on going to see his family for Christmas.  He called and explained that we were not able to make it seing that i was in the hoosegow. My husband had to explain that it was a mixup. 

Christmas was long and boring. We got to eat what resembled turkey. It was realy weird looking and tasting.  Finally the nexy day i had a court appearance.  

I got to see matt. “Man! You do look realy sexy in that jump suit?” he remarked.”realy matty. ” i said. “Look zo i know your innocent.  This will clear itself up. ” he said.

“Matty. I have news. I am pregnant! ” i said.  “Oh wow. ” he said.”will you come to iowa if i amIextradited? ” she asked.”i will leave for Iowa when you are transported. I wont leave your side.  Where you go i go. I wont leave iowa until i can bring you with me. “He assured me. 

I was not aranged. This was simply a hearing to produce me. I was sent back to lockup.  The next day i was brought to the wardens office.

“Your fingerprints dont match the fingerprints of the accused. Your not elsa Collins.  We can account for your whereabouts in this sate at the time of the incident.  River side pd is rescinding there extradition request.  ” he said.

Matt picked me up. We went home. We had Christmas with ben. We went to see his fokes later on. 

The post incarceration was anazing. I wish i could have kept the jump suit. I kinda enjoyed experiencing prison brefly. I have a cool story.

I gave birth to a healthy baby girl.  We named her josie daniele. Her name came from Joseph and daniel. Both bible character’s who God bless in spite of persecution.  

The church was understanding.  They knew i had not done anything wrong.  I had got pass this incident. 

The end

I did not reserch prison or extradition. I may have goten things wrong.  

Widower and the incontinent girl episode three

Lizzy goes to a church dinner.

Lizzy was new to the community and new to the church. She started attending a independent fundamental Baptist church. She connected with those in the church. She connected with the pastor. 

The pastor was a widower. He had children that he was rasing alone. She liked him. She felt a conection to him.he was resolute,  firm. He was logical, and analytical.  He was also kind. He was thoughtful. 

She had a little bit of a crush on him. She was quite a bit younger then him.he was his thirties.  She was in her twenties. She was still in college.  She was incontinent.  

She was dependent on a diaper. She wore diapers 24-7. She was blader and bowel incontinent. It was tough and unpleasant at times. It made her isolated.  It kept her to herself at times. That kept her in check. 

The church had welcomed her with open arms. They accepted her as one of there own. She felt at home there. They sent a care packege.  She wrote a note thanking them. 

She became more and more a part of the church.  She became more  comfortable with the church. She was not used to more traditional music bit she got used to it. She switched to the king james verson. She mostly only read from the k.j.v.

She strated to get to know more people.  She knew there names. She could match faces to names and vice versa. Everyone was a blesing. What she did not know was that she was a huge blesing to them. 

The pastor anounced that there would be a church diner after the following sunday service. She was not planning to attend. It would be way too much work just to get ready. She would have to have an enema before. She hated enemas. It was way too much work. It still brought a lot of risk with no assurence of success.  

“Hello elizebeth.” mrs corners said. “Hello mrs. Corners. ” she said.” can you come next week to the diner.” she said.  “I am not sure yet. ” lizy answered. “They are a lot of fun. There is usualy alot of food. 

Mrs corners was surprised that she was reluctent to come. She came to sunday morning and evening service as well as wendsday night service.  She did not press the isue too far. 

A lot of the ladies in the church tried to get her to commit to coming. She was happy that she was wanted. She was nervous about it. She could not say why. “Well i would love to come but i fear i might pee or poop my pants and smell bad. ” what it is with baptist and food she thought.

“Hey. Can you make it to the dinner next week? ” the pastor asked. Not you too she thought. “I am not sure yet.” she said. “You should come. It is a lot of fun.you will leave full” he said. She thought to herself,”thats what i am woried about.” 

She really did not want to go but she knew everyone wanted her to. That morning she got in the shower. She gave herself an enema.she had one cup or cofee. A half cup. She got a fresh diaper. She wore a pink and white dress and flip flops. She tried to talk herself out of going but she wanted to. She wanted to be a part of this church family. In many ways she already was. She could do this. She hoped she could. 

She walked into the church. She was nervous but tried not to show it. She was asked if she was going to stay. She said yes.  Everyone was pleased that she was staying.  

After the service ,the pastor went over to her. “Hi lizy,are you staying ?”daren asked.  “Yes i am planing on staying.  ” she said. He smiled..”excellent. ” he said. 

Pastor darren mcmaster went to pick up his kids. Tayler and baily were in children’s church and macci was in the nursery.  He brought them to the fellowship hall. 

The pastor led everyone in prayer. People went though the tables and got food.  Lizxy went over to where the pastor was sitting with his daughters. “May i join you?” lizzy asked.  “What do you think girls? Can miss lizy sit with us?” he asked.  The girls said yes. She smiled and sat down. 

“So how are clases going?” he asked. “Its going good. I am still pasing. I am getting good grades.” she said. “I am glad to hear that. You seam to focus on your studies. You seem to be  good at time management.  ” he remarked. “I try to. I try to focus on my studies. “She said. 

“I am glad your doing well. ” he said.  “It is hard work but i kind of knew that it was going to be. I am figuring out to balience time. ” she said. “Thats good. I remember those days. ” he said.  

“Were you good at belencing time when you were a student? ” lizzy asked him.”i was ok with it. It was a learning curve. It was an adjustment. I had studies,  i helped out with nursing home ministry, i played on a sports team and thereewas friends and then my future wife came into the picture. ” he said.

“I kinda keep to myself. I dont realy have a social life. I am mostly in the dorm. That helps. Being a Christian in a seculer university makes me want to study more. ” she said. 

“Has that made life tough? ” he asked. “A little.  I looked into Christian coleges but sate school is cheaper. I preferred not to traval as far. ” she said. 

“Which schools did you look at?”darren asked. “Cedervile in ohio. Philadelphia biblical university and gorden colege. ” she said. 

“No coment. ” the pastor said with a mischievous smile. “You dont like those schools?” she asked. “Not particuly. They are more evengelical. Gorden is kind of liberal. .pbu is not bad. They are not my cup of tea. ” he said. 

“You dont like evengelical churches?” she asked. “Some evengelical churches are not bad. I consider myself independent fundamental baptist. We beleve in seperation from the world and error. A lot of evengelical churches accept anyone who names the name of christ. ” the pastor answered. 

“I see. You beleve in seperation. You dont associate with non independent fundamental churches? ” she asked. “For the most part no. In this community,  most of the churches are more liberal. We do take a had stance on seperation i guess. ” he said. 

“I see. ” she said. “I hope i am not scaring you away? ” he said. “No . i am new to independent baptist. I want to understand.  ” she said. 

They were having a good conversation.  The food was great. So was the  desert.  She had fun with his kids. Macci got food on her face. They laughed at her. Lizy cleaned her up. Macci gigled. 

“You are a really silly girl. ” lizzy said. She laughed.  “Mace is probably the silliest of my kids. ” he said. “Maci is prety silly. ” tayler said. “Taylor is serious all the time! ” he said facetiously. 

She was having fun talking to his family. She enjoyed the pastor and his kids. She realized that she did definently have a crush on him. She had no idea if she would persue it. 

She peed herself. She pied several times. She felt uncomfortable.  She wanted to wait till she got home to change her diaper. She was wet. It was brothering her. 

“If you will excuse me” she said. She went to her car. She always brought a diaper bag with her when she went out. Even if she went just to go shoping. She got out her diaper bag. 

The bathroom was in the felowship hall. She hoped that no one would notice her diaper bag. She tried to conceil the bag. She walked natualy but stealthily. 

She went into the bathroom. She took out the bag. She opened it. She got a diaper.  She laid down a matt. She laid on the matt and hoped that no one would come in until after she had changed herself. 

She pulled up her skirt. She opened her diaper.  She took a new one. She put baby powder on her. She put her soiled diaper in a bag and threw it away. She put everything back in the bag. She put it in her car. She returned to the dining hall. 

“Im back” she said. She was not as bubbly as she had been before. She was qiet. She seemed sad. She was not talkative like she bad been. He wanted to ask but did not feel that it was appropriate.  It could just be that time of the mounth. He just did not know.  It seemed odd. It was probably nothing.  

She waited until the festivities strated to die down. “Well i am going to head on. ” she said. “I am so glad that you came. It was realy nice talking to you.” the pastor said.  “It was good to talk to you. ” she said. She said goodbye to his kids. 

She got in her car. She headed home. She went to her dormroom. She changed her cloths.she wore a t shirt and diaper. She took a nap. 

She changed into a pink blouse and black skirt and flip flops.  She went to  evening service.she was different. She was more stoic that night.  She was emotionaly aloof. He had no idea why. 

He respected her privacy.  He hoped  that she was ok. She did not stay around much after the evening service. She did shake his hand on her way out. She wanted to forget this day  ever happened.

For a while, it had been a triunpfull day. That feeling had long sense passed.  She did not feel that way now. He felt like it had been a great day.  That had changed.  He had no idea why.

Next up.

A lady in the church catches her changing her diaper.  She tells her about her struggles with incontinence.  She fears the pastor finding out. 

The incontinent pastor part three

dale runs into tess at a cofee shop.

Dale Bradford was a widowed pastor. He considered dating tess a young women whose family moved to the area. Then after incidents with blader and bowel incontinence, he decided not to. 

He avoided her. He said helo to her when she left but that was about it. She was surprised that he seemed to be avoiding him. She had no idea why. She did not try to press it. She decided to give him space. 

She suspected that mayby she was wrong about him. Mayby she just thought that he was interested in her. She tried to ignore it.  

She decided that he was not going to pursue her. She gave up on it. She tried to ignore it. She treated pastor bradford as pastor bradford. He was her pastor.  He was in auhthority over her. She would treat him ad a spiritual leader.  

He forgot about her. He abandoned any thoughts of dating her. He stuck to business.  He had a job to do and he would do that to the best of his ability. 

Friday was his day off. That was the day he liked to have family day. He decided to take the girls out for donut at a local cofee shop.  

He had put on a fresh diaper. Sense he was going to be drinking cofee, he figured that he should have a fresh diaper.  He had put a new one on. He got the kids ready to go. He wanted this to be a lesurely time. He wanted this to be low key and fun. He liked to make memories with the girls. He wanted them to have these memories. 

He picked up the youngest daughter and held  the hand of his oldest  child. They walked to the car. He opened the door. He placed his youngest into a car seat. He put the  other in there seats. He helped them with there seat belts. He closed the door.  

He went to the drivers seat and got inside. He started the car. He headed to the cofee shop. The cofee shop was a favorite of the family.  He had been a favorate of his late wife. 

It was a short drive from the home to the cofee shop. He parked the car in the parking lot. He stoped the car. He got out of the vehicle. He picked up his youngest daughter maci and took the hand of bailey.  They walked to the cofee shop. He opened the door. He and baily went inside. 

He saw the girl at the counter. It was tess. He had no idea that she worked there.  He had not really talked to her sense the church dinner.  He probably would be the last to know that she was working somewhere. 

A part of him wanted to leave. The girls were looking froward to getting donuts. He decided to go though with it. 

He put maci in a booster seat. He got a chair for baily. “Hi pastor. ” she said.”hi tess. ” he said. He ordered a bunch of donuts and ice cofee for him. She brought the box of donuts abd his cofee to his table. She made google eyes with macci. She teased her back. He thanked her for bringing the donuts out. 

He broke off a donut and gave it to her. He broke up another donut for baily. Maci could be a messy eater so he gave her the least messiest of the donuts.  She gigled as she eat it.  

Tess watched them from the counter. She chuckled.  She realy loved his kids. They were sweet and funny.  She loved watching him intetact with the kids. She found it very endearing.  

It was her break time.  The kids and the pastor were still there.  She came over to the table. “Hey i am on my break . can i join you?” she asked. “Go for it!” he said. She sat down. 

“Do you want a donut?” he asked. “No thank you. I am kinda donut out. Pitfals of working at a donut store.” she said. He chuckled. ” i understand. “He said. 

“Do you like your donut mace?” she asked. She smiled and said yes.  ” do you like your donut bail?” she asked. She said yes. 

“How long have you worked hear?” she asked.  “A mounth. ” she said. “I had no idea that you worked hear. We come once a mouth.  It is a tradition. I try to have friday as family day. ” he said.  

“Thats a good idea. I like that. ” she said.  “The kids look froward to it. ” he said “definitely.  I can see why. ” she said. 

She had to get back to work. He had pooped his pants.  He tried to sneaked out and before she noticed he had an accident.  Again he started to let his gaurd down with tess. Again his bowels betrayed him.  

He picked up his youngest. He held macci by the hand. She said goodby to the pastor. She waved to the girls. She smiled and chuckled. 

She day dreamed for a seccond. She imagined being his wife. He would hold hands with her. She would hold macci in her arms. He would have baily hold his other hand. Who knew mayby she would have a bun on the ovin. Hey this was her fantasy. It was a fantasy.  

Then she cane back to reality. Why did he seem to withdraw?  It made no sense. They seamed to have chemistry. 

He drove home. He brought the kids inside. He put maci down for a nap. She fell asleep. He went to the bathroom. His diaper was very very full. He pooped more then he thought.

He took wipes and wiped his but.He cleaned thoroughly.  He put on a fresh diaper. He felt so much better. He really hoped that he did not poop again today. 

He did not think about tess that day.  He did like her but he could not give it a chance.  It was just too big of a risk. He was determined to avoid her. 

Tess decided that she kinda liked him she wanted to explore the posibility of a relationship with him. 

Next up.

Tess considers the posibility of a relationship with dale. Dale wuthdraws further from her. 

Brest feeding church

a family visits a new church.

Jack and kendra and there family have just moved to the citty of lathen. The company he worked for just bought a company based in lathen. He was put in charge of incorporating that business into the parent compony. It was a huge promotion. It was a challenge.  It came with risk but also had a lot of opportunities as well. 

It ment uprooting the family.  They had to sell there house in morisville.they had to leave the area where both of there families were near by. It ment leaving there friends and family and in many ways there comfort zone and head into an unknown. 

Jack started out in the mail room of the compony he is now an execuative. He and the ceo at the time hit it off. He got promoted to a managerial posistion. He became an up and comer in the cooperation.  While this was quite a change for the family he and kendra thought it was the right decision.  They planed on staying in morisvile all there lives.  They were firmly esatabished but they both agreed that this opportunity was too good to pass up.  It was a carer making move. 

Everything fell into place. They were able to sell there old house in morisvile. They found a house in lathen. They started to get established in this new community.  

Now they wanted to find a church. They were both committed Christians.  They had both grown up in independent fundamental baptist church..they had beem hevily involved in the Baptist church in morisvile. He had been a member of the truste bored and had been a Sunday school teacher. She had taught sunday school and been involved in the nursery.  

Now they moved to a new area. They wanted to be pluged in to a good church. Finding a church was not an easy task. It was a big decison. Kendra was a stay at home mom. In her old town her social life was connected to her church. She would get together with other moms in  church. She hoped that she would find such a network hear im lathen.  

They wanted a church where the whole family would fit in. They had four chidren. Thomas was seven years old. Steven was five . Alexandra was two and nina was just two months old. They wanted a family friendly church.  Not so much in regards to programs but in attitude.  

Having a new born offored challenges of its on. Kendra was committed to brest feeding.  She had beest fed all of her children. She was a firm belver in brest feeding.  She believed it was best.  

Many churches seem to have an almost bipoler view of brest feeding. While concept form they suported it. They believed Brest feeding was right. They believed that the bible taught brest feeding. They encouraged momies to nurse there infants. 

At the same time they had an attitude that women should not brest feed in public.  They made it inconvenient.  Because of modesty many churches puts rules on it. Women had to nurse there little ones in room . they had to listen to the summon though closed circut telivison feeds.  Ladies being able to hear the messages was not a priority.  

Kendra was a submissive lady. She was highly intelligent.  She had a colege dugree and had held management positions.  She preferred to stay at home but she wanted to be involved in the service.she wanted to hear the word of god taught directly not indirectly though hearing about it by her husband.  She wanted to hear it first hand.

She accepted things the way they were not the way they wanted it to be.  She was fine with being relegated to the broom closet.  

They decided to visit a fundamental baptist chirch. Grace Baptist church of lathen.  They entered the building.  They were greated by a friendly older usher. He was bubbly and energetic. Kendra was almost certain that he was a grand father.  

Everyone was super friendly. Kendra felt at home almost immediately. On the way home she talked it over with jack. Jack felt the very same wwayshe did. They both felt very much at home. It seemed to be a realy good fit for both of them. 

They found a seat and sat down. A lady in her early thirties came over to her.  She wore a white blouse with a black skirt. She had on panty hose and dress shoes on. She was holding a baby girl. 

“Hi i’m Mary beth. I am the pastor’s wife. Welcome to our church.” she said.  Kendra introduced herself and her family.    Kendra found a kindred spirit in Mary beth. They were both colege graduates both stay at home moms and both had young infants. They hit it off almost immediately.

“Oh. Do you brest feed?” mary beth askes. “I do. ” she answered. “Great. We do have a spot if you want privacy. If you want to feed her right hear go ahead.  I nurse amelia all the time. Dont wory about being discrete. We dont have any rulls. The bible does not specify rules about not showing boobs. ” she said.

She thanked her. She was so happy to hear that.  During the message,  she got fussy. She opened her top and nursing bra.she eat herself to sleep. 

She looked around and saw other moms with there tits out. This included the pastors wife. It did not seam to be an issue.  It was not a distraction.  Everyone was use to it. Kendra was thrilled to be able to hear the message.  She was thrilled to not have to get up and leave. 

Apparently the change occured two pastors ago. The church had a baby boom then. Moms resented having to leave just to feed the babies. The church had an antiquated speaker system that did not work half the time. 

They asked the pastor and deacons to adress the issue. The deacons looked into  the matter and and decided to alow public brest feeding.  The policy change was explained.  The pastor preached a message on modesty, brest feeding and brest. 

The policy was a huge sucess. There was no leering or ogling.  It did not leed to any isues involing lust or anything like that. It had been almost twenty years. Everyone was used to it. It was now an afterthought.

Kendra loved the church. They were sold on the church. After a time they saught membership.  They were accepted and got heavily involved almost right away.

She and Mary beth became close. She was invited to her house. Mary beth was topless. “Oh sory. I dont wear tops in the house. “She said. “Its fine ” she said. 

Kendra started going topless around the house more. It made life easier. She almost never wore a top in the house.  She loved it.she hoped she would never have to move. 

The end 

Public Brest feeding seems to be an issue. Breat feeding is something the bible advocates. Because if our over sexed society it has become controversial.  I am not advocating this but decided to bring this up as an issue.  

This is not realy erotic but i put it hear so i talk about Brest and depict partial nudity.