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a family visits a new church.
Jack and kendra and there family have just moved to the citty of lathen. The company he worked for just bought a company based in lathen. He was put in charge of incorporating that business into the parent compony. It was a huge promotion. It was a challenge. It came with risk but also had a lot of opportunities as well.
It ment uprooting the family. They had to sell there house in morisville.they had to leave the area where both of there families were near by. It ment leaving there friends and family and in many ways there comfort zone and head into an unknown.
Jack started out in the mail room of the compony he is now an execuative. He and the ceo at the time hit it off. He got promoted to a managerial posistion. He became an up and comer in the cooperation. While this was quite a change for the family he and kendra thought it was the right decision. They planed on staying in morisvile all there lives. They were firmly esatabished but they both agreed that this opportunity was too good to pass up. It was a carer making move.
Everything fell into place. They were able to sell there old house in morisvile. They found a house in lathen. They started to get established in this new community.
Now they wanted to find a church. They were both committed Christians. They had both grown up in independent fundamental baptist church..they had beem hevily involved in the Baptist church in morisvile. He had been a member of the truste bored and had been a Sunday school teacher. She had taught sunday school and been involved in the nursery.
Now they moved to a new area. They wanted to be pluged in to a good church. Finding a church was not an easy task. It was a big decison. Kendra was a stay at home mom. In her old town her social life was connected to her church. She would get together with other moms in church. She hoped that she would find such a network hear im lathen.
They wanted a church where the whole family would fit in. They had four chidren. Thomas was seven years old. Steven was five . Alexandra was two and nina was just two months old. They wanted a family friendly church. Not so much in regards to programs but in attitude.
Having a new born offored challenges of its on. Kendra was committed to brest feeding. She had beest fed all of her children. She was a firm belver in brest feeding. She believed it was best.
Many churches seem to have an almost bipoler view of brest feeding. While concept form they suported it. They believed Brest feeding was right. They believed that the bible taught brest feeding. They encouraged momies to nurse there infants.
At the same time they had an attitude that women should not brest feed in public. They made it inconvenient. Because of modesty many churches puts rules on it. Women had to nurse there little ones in room . they had to listen to the summon though closed circut telivison feeds. Ladies being able to hear the messages was not a priority.
Kendra was a submissive lady. She was highly intelligent. She had a colege dugree and had held management positions. She preferred to stay at home but she wanted to be involved in the service.she wanted to hear the word of god taught directly not indirectly though hearing about it by her husband. She wanted to hear it first hand.
She accepted things the way they were not the way they wanted it to be. She was fine with being relegated to the broom closet.
They decided to visit a fundamental baptist chirch. Grace Baptist church of lathen. They entered the building. They were greated by a friendly older usher. He was bubbly and energetic. Kendra was almost certain that he was a grand father.
Everyone was super friendly. Kendra felt at home almost immediately. On the way home she talked it over with jack. Jack felt the very same wwayshe did. They both felt very much at home. It seemed to be a realy good fit for both of them.
They found a seat and sat down. A lady in her early thirties came over to her. She wore a white blouse with a black skirt. She had on panty hose and dress shoes on. She was holding a baby girl.
“Hi i’m Mary beth. I am the pastor’s wife. Welcome to our church.” she said. Kendra introduced herself and her family. Kendra found a kindred spirit in Mary beth. They were both colege graduates both stay at home moms and both had young infants. They hit it off almost immediately.
“Oh. Do you brest feed?” mary beth askes. “I do. ” she answered. “Great. We do have a spot if you want privacy. If you want to feed her right hear go ahead. I nurse amelia all the time. Dont wory about being discrete. We dont have any rulls. The bible does not specify rules about not showing boobs. ” she said.
She thanked her. She was so happy to hear that. During the message, she got fussy. She opened her top and nursing bra.she eat herself to sleep.
She looked around and saw other moms with there tits out. This included the pastors wife. It did not seam to be an issue. It was not a distraction. Everyone was use to it. Kendra was thrilled to be able to hear the message. She was thrilled to not have to get up and leave.
Apparently the change occured two pastors ago. The church had a baby boom then. Moms resented having to leave just to feed the babies. The church had an antiquated speaker system that did not work half the time.
They asked the pastor and deacons to adress the issue. The deacons looked into the matter and and decided to alow public brest feeding. The policy change was explained. The pastor preached a message on modesty, brest feeding and brest.
The policy was a huge sucess. There was no leering or ogling. It did not leed to any isues involing lust or anything like that. It had been almost twenty years. Everyone was used to it. It was now an afterthought.
Kendra loved the church. They were sold on the church. After a time they saught membership. They were accepted and got heavily involved almost right away.
She and Mary beth became close. She was invited to her house. Mary beth was topless. “Oh sory. I dont wear tops in the house. “She said. “Its fine ” she said.
Kendra started going topless around the house more. It made life easier. She almost never wore a top in the house. She loved it.she hoped she would never have to move.
Public Brest feeding seems to be an issue. Breat feeding is something the bible advocates. Because if our over sexed society it has become controversial. I am not advocating this but decided to bring this up as an issue.
This is not realy erotic but i put it hear so i talk about Brest and depict partial nudity.
Tess had been away at college. Her parents started attending glory of God baptist church. She did not have a chance to attend herself. She had heard plenty of stories about the church and the pastor. She knew that her parents realy liked the church. She was looking froward to visiting the church and seing it for herself.
She was excited to check it out. She went to the church with her parents and siblings. She saw the pastor. He introduced himself. He called her tessi. Only her family used that name. Her parents often called her that. He would not know any difference. She did not mind.
“I am glad your hear. I hope you like our church. We have a really good church. We have a realy great core group. There are really nice people.” he said.
“I looked froward to getting to know people. ” she said. He could not talk to her long but she seemed realy nice. He had to move away and start the service.
He had never considered dating again sense his wife died. As time went on academically he was open to it. It was only on a philosophical bases. He was interested in her. She seemed kind and seemed to be person of a good reputation. He did wounder if her and him might be a posibility.
Then he remembered his condition. He peed himself while he talked to her. His diaper was quite soiled when he talked to her. That was a stark reminder to him. It was a message to him that he was not a sutible candidate to be marred and especially not someone like her.
He did not talk to her the rest of the day. He did say hi to her on her way out. He shock his hand. His skin felt clamy. He could not wait to have his diaper changed. He was used to this. This was a normal procedure.
After everyone left the church he got baily and macci and headed to the parsonage. He went to the bathroom. He took off his soiled diaper and tossed it in the trash. He wiped himself and put on a fresh diaper. He felt a lot better.
For a split second, he had actualy thought about pursuing tess. Then he remembered his ‘condition’ . He knew that it would probably never be a real posibility. It made him sad.
That night he said hello to her but did not engage in too much of a conversation. He decided to back off from her. He decided to keep it professional. Besides even if he were not incontinent he was older then her.she probably had a lot of canidates to be suters if not a curent boyfriend.
After a few Sundays they did not talk to eachother except in smal talk. People started to get used to seing her. She slowly started to become part of the church.
One sunday she was working in the nursery. He went down to get his kid. Baily was in a children’s church and macci was in the nursery. Tess did not know that he had kids or that macci was his kid. Tess had seen her around. They developed an instant report.
He went to the nursery. He had already got bailly. “Hi ! Tessi. How was the muchkin?” he asked. Macci huged her dady. He picked her up. “She was great. These are your kids?” Tess asked. “Yes. ” he said.
“My parents said you were widowed. It cant be easy being a single parent? “She remarked. “Its not but i muddle though. My sister lives locally and has been a huge asset. I have a realy good support system. The church has been great. We are making it. ” he told her.
“I can see that. It seems like you are doing a good job. ” Tess said. “I realy hope so. ” he said. He realized he needed to go upstairs. He thanked her for watching them. He went upstairs.
It seemed that they had a moment. If course he remembered his condition. He felt degraded and humiliated. A part of him wished that she did not attend his church. It was paunfull to see her knowing that they could never be togerher. He tried to put that passed him. He avoided her that night.
She noticed that he was a bit aloof. She figured that he kept a detachment because he was a single man and because he was the pastor. She found it a bit unusual but decided not to put too much stock in it.
Then the church diner arived. He dreaded church diners. If he had his way he would never hold them. That was in the pervue of the hospitality committee. It was not biblical to not have church diners. The only ground to band them would be if there was strife and contention conected to the diners but that was not the case. Pastor being incontinent was not a good excuse to not have them.
If course he was expected to attend. His kids were defiantly expected to be there. The church loved him and his family. They were stars at the church.
His sister got the kids so that he could get changed. He did not publicize that he wore diapers but he did not hide it either. He tried to keep it on the downlow as much as he could. He could not keep it too quet. He changed himself then was reunited with the girls.
He sat down at a table. He helped the girls with there food. Tess and her family came to his table. He was realy hoping that she would sit somewhere else. Of course they sat at his table. Tess sat across from him.
She made faces at the girls. They laughed at her. The girls were well behaved but they had a silly side. It was a controlled silyness. Tess realy liked his kids. She was developing an affection for them.
“So how do you like our town?”he asked tess. ” i like it so far. I am starting to get my bearings. The last mounth at college waa grueling. ” she told him. “Yes.i remember those days well. I always loved finishing that last exam. It was like a huge weight was lifted. ” he told her. “Yes. I know exactly what you meen. I love that feeling. ” she added.
“So are you getting good grades?” he asked. “Yes i did. I have a g.p.a. ” he answered. “That is great. I did not have a 4.0 gpa. I passed. I did not get anything lower then b. ” he told her. “Oh good. ” she said.
“I was never a great student. I had to work at it. At colege i felt that i was called to ministry. This was an important road to this. I kept that in mind. I wanted to work hard. I tried to do it for the lord. That helped.” he said.
“What is your major?” he assked. “I want to be an English teacher. Being the daughter of a math teacher and a librarian. You dont have a lot of options. ” she said.
“She basicaly was bound to be a teacher of some kind.” her dad said. “I do love math. I love words. I love litatature as well. English won out. “Tess said. “I did not push English on her. Had she chosen math, i would have been pleased with that. I was thrilled that she chose English. ” kathy, her mom said. “I did not mind. English was always a passion of hers. ” her dad said.
“Did you always want to be a pastor?” tess asked him. “No. My original major was in business. I wanted to go in business. My parents said i had to go to a christian colege. Fundamental bible university offered seculer majors. Half way though my freshman year i started getting involved in ministry though the college. I led bible studies. The deen of men approached me and said i should consider switching to pastoral tract. I prayed about it. I decided to switch to pastoral. Everyone was shocked. I have never regreted it. That summer i interned under my pastor. He put me to work. By the end of the sumer i was certan that this was the lords will. So was my pastor. I never regreted that decision. I think that by goung as a business major, i was able to come to that conclusion on my own. My heart changed in the process ” he said
There eyes met as he was talking. He quickly moved his eyes sonewhere else. “I am glad you chose to be a pastor. I think you made the right decison. ” she said.
“I am very carefull when i advise young man. God does want some nen to go into busines. He did not want me to go into busssiness. ” he said.
“He does want some to go into ministry. I am certain you are where the lord wants you. ” she said. ” yes am too. ” he said.
For a while it was a group meeting. Then it became almost an exclusive conversation between those two. They just kept talking.
Then he realized he had pooped his pants. He was so embarrassed. His sister and her husbend watched his kids. He dismissed himself and went into the bathroom.
He laid down in a stal and he pulled off his diaper. It was dishusting. He cleaned himself. He put on a fresh fiaper. Tessi did not seem to know that anything was arry.
He did not talk to her much after that. The iincontinence made him discouraged. He said little to her that night. She was suprised. She had no idea why.
He could not see her. Not after this. He decided not to persue her. Not after his acidence. He could not take that risk. He would not. It was just not in him.
Dale takes the girl out for cofee and runs into it turns out that tessi is working there.
a young women is kidnapped
Annie was a bright young lady. she worked part time at a retail store while at the same time taking college courses. She put a hundred percent into everything she did. She attened church. She loved animals. She voluntered at an aninal shelter.
She was known as a chocoholic. She had a distinct sense of humer. She loved to tease and joke around. She could dish it out but she could also take it. She brightened the day of all she came into contact with.
She was a home body. When not at school, church work or the animal shelter she was home. She usualy wore skirts or dreses outside the home. She was known for her love of flip flops although they rarely stayed on her feet. At home she preferred tank tops and pj bottoms. That was just how she was.
One night seemed like any other. She parked her car. She got out of the car.she only listened to a Christian radio station that plays contemporary christian music. When she was alone she sang along. Usually at the top of her lungs.
She walked up the stairs to her apartment. She took out her keys and unlocked the door. The door swung open. She went inside. She closed and locked the door behind her.
She kicked off her sandles. She headed to her bedroom. She was excited to take off her blouse and skirt. She was excited to get into more comfortable cloths.
She felt like something was off. She could not put her finger on it. She dismissed it at first. After a time she was certain that she was not alone. She dismissed it. She went about with what she was doing.
She went in the closet.that was when she saw him. She was quite startled. He was six feet. He wore a blue t shirt and jeens. She nervously back away. Her whole body shock.
“Why are you hear? What are you doing hear? What do you want?” she asked. “You are going to do exactly what i tell you to do. If you do this you will be fine. ” he said.
He had a gun with him. The truth was that this gun was not loaded. She did not know this. She had every reason to assume that it was indeed loaded.
“Please! Please dont hurt me. ” she pleaded with him. He assured her that she would not be harmed if he fully cooperated with him. She had no idea if he was teling the truth. At present she really had no choice. She decided to comply so she did.
“What is it that you want?” she asked. “I want you to do what i tell you. ” he said. She said ok. “Ok. When i leave the room. Change into what you usualy wear at night. ” he said. She said ok.
He left the room. He closed the door. She had no idea what was going on. She took off her purple blouse. She then unzipped her black skirt. She let it fell to her feet. She pulled it off. She unclasped her bra. She put on a night gown.
She came out. “You going to rape me?” she asked. “No. I am not.” he tried to assure her. “Are you going to rob me?” she asked. “No. I want a wife. No one will give me a chance. I want you to marry me. ” he said.
“Wow. Yoy are really good at proposal. How romantic. ” she said. “You will leave your school and quit work. You will move in with me at my house. You will give your notice with your land lady. ” he insisted.
“Any thing done under duress will eventualy be null and void . you wont get away with this! ” she said. “We will see. ” he said.
He slept in a different room. She did not get much sleep that night. He woke her up the next day.
Annie is forced to marry an intruder.
This is a work of fantasy and fiction. The author does not condone activities depicted in this story.
a pastor son meet a girl in a wheal chair. all is not as it seems.
Mia and her family started attending the church my farther pastored. I was an asistent and youth pastor. I had graduated from bible school and was being mantored by him. I was kept buisy. I did not mind at all.
Mia was five eight. She was fairly tall. She had long hair. She was in a wheal chair. She wore a white sweter with a black dress. She wore flip flip. Her waist area was very puffy. I had a prety good idea that she was wearing a diaper. Despite her, the family seemed prery healthy. I had no idea that what happened. I was not dure if she was born paralize or if her paralysis was due to some kind of injury. I suspected the letter. It was really none of my business. I do not want to embarrass her or pry.
Despite the paralysis, she was still very attractive. I wanted to meet her. My dad and mom had gone over to meet her and her family. I realy wanted to meet her.
I was prety buisy getting ready for the service. I was able to introduce myself before the service began. I did get to shake her hand.
After the service, i got to talk to her some more. “I am glad you all came. ” he said. “Thank you. ” she said..”we are a really good church. I hope you will consider making it your home church. ” i told her. She said that it was up to the whole family. She said she enjoyed her time today.i was pleased to hear that. It apeared that it was a posibility that they continue to attend the church.
They did continue to attend the church. They became a key part of the church. I was glad to see them..i was especially glad to see mia. It did not brother me that she was disabled. It did not even brother me that she wore. Diapers or that she only went to the bathroom in them.
I noticed that she could feed herself. I came to the conclusion that she did not have ms or lou gericks. I suspected that this was some kind of accident or injury.
She was very sweet . she seemed to have a good sense of humor. I took every opportunity i could to talk to her. I really enjoyed talking to her. I hoped that she felt the same way.
After it had been several months of them attending the church, i decided to ask her out on a date. I went over to her. “Mia i was wondering if we go out sometime. ” i said.
She smilled and laughed. Are you asking me out on a date? ” she asked. I smilled. “Yes i am. Will you go out with me?” i asked. “Of course David. I would love to. ” she said.
“Do you want me to pick you up. Do you think you can get into my truck without trouble?” i asked. “Yes. It should not be a problem. ” she answered. She smilled. “Alright.very well. “I said.
I picked her up the next friday. I parked my truck. Her dad whealed her to my truck. “You take care of my little girl david. ” her farher said. “You have my word that i will. ” i told him.”good. ” he said.
I helped her out of the chair and into the truck. She had braided her hair. She wore a pink blouse and gray skirt and sandles. She put the sea belt on.
I put her wheal chair on the back of the truck. “It must be easy having a diasbled daughter? ” i asked. He had an unusual response. He had an unusual facial expression. ” of course it is difficult ” was all he said in response.
I got in the truck. “I have been wating for this moment ever sense you and your family first attending our church. ” i said.
“Really sense then?” she asked. He smiled. “Yes. Sense then. It was more of a crush back then. Now that i know you i stil feel the same. Even more so now. Now i feel like i like you im truth. ” i said.
We drove to thr resturant. I got her chair out. I drove the chair near her seat. I picked her up and brought her to her chair. I closed the door. I whealed her inside. I brought her to a table.
The waitress went out of her way to help her. Everyone seemed woried about her. “Must not be easy having everyone doting on you. If it was me i think it would drive me crazy. ” i renarked.
“Look david i need to tell you something. I should have told you before. It is not easy.” she said. “Oh!” i remarked. I was a bit perplexed. I had no idea what it was she wanted to tell you. “You see i am not really disabled. ” she told me. I was really confused.i was not expecting that. “What? Your not? ” i asked in response.
“No i am not disabled. There is nothing wrong with me. My leg work perfectly fine. ” she told me. At this point i was really realy confused.
“your not diasbled? ” i asked. “No not at all. ” she answered. “You are in a wheal chair. I know you wear diapers. I know you use them. I must confess i am really confused. ” i told her.
“I am not diasbled. I am what some have termed Transabled. ” she told me. Now i was really confused. I had never heard that term. I had no idea what it ment.
“Excuse me! Whats transable?” i asked. “Well basically. I am perfectly healthy. I dont feel right. I feel like i should be disabled. I want to be disabled so i live disabled. ” she said.
“What? So let me get this straight. You ate able bodied yet you chose to live as if your disabled even though your not? ” i asked.
“Dont look at me like that. Dont judge me..i work a job. I contribute to society. I dont feel right being a healthy person. I chose to live disabled. ” she said.
“Why do you wear diapers?” he asked.”i dont feel like i should be potty trained. I find diapers comfortable and comforting. ” she said.
“Dont you feel that God created you to be healthy. Should int you be thankful? Most who are disabled would love to be able bodied.” i said.
“Its not that simple. I canot function as a healthy person. I tried. It does not work. ” she said. ” this is a psycological issue?” i asked. “Am i psychotic? Yes and no. I have psycholigical isues. This is real. I do not plan to change. ” she said.
I was surpised by all of that. This was a very odd first date. Perhaps one of the weirdest on record.
“I never thought that this was the case. Is there any thing else i should know?”i asked. “I really like cheez its!” she told me.
I never considered calling it off with her. She thought we were done that day. I called her a few days latter. We went on a second date. Then a third.
After a time we oficialy started to date. She told my parents the truth. Like me they were shocked at first. They finaly came around to it.
I was concerned that her muscles might atrophy. She did spend time out of her chair. She did walk around some thiughout the day. Her doctor knew all about her proclivities and worked with her. I wanted her doctor to tell her this was insane and to knock it off. That was not what happened. The doctor seem to suport it. They did not discourage it. Postmodern thought i suppose. My parents did not object to us moving forward so we did.
We dated for a time. I perposed and she said yes. We maried on a beutiful spring day. We had three kids. A boy and two kids. I worked a secular job but served as an unpaid assistant pastor at my dads church.
I started to candidate at several churches. We informed the pulpit comitee of whats what with my wife. The whole church did not know. I ended up pastoring a fundamental bsptist church.
While i will never understand the whole trabsabled thing i do love her. I always will.
Transable is a relutivly new term. As i understand it it is someone who fells they should be disabled. It us seen more in guys. I saw an article on facebook about a transable girl.
This story is not ment to endorse or to critical of trabsable. It is just a story.
Darren visits lizzy at college.
Lizzy had started to rub her diaper and think about the pastor. Then she felt guilty and stoped. She decided that that was not appropriate. She tried to get pass it. She tried to move beyond it.
She continued to attend his church. She attended Sunday morning and evening services and Wednesday. She fathfully attended services. She was well known to the members of the church now. They really liked her. They tried to make sure she felt like part of the church family.
He really enjoyed her coming to the church. He was glad she continued to attend. It looked as if she had decided to come to his church. He was glad of that. He was pleased that she seemed to have decided on this as her church away from home.
He knew that this church was not quite up her ally. It was a bit out of her ecclesiastical comfort zone. He was glad that she seemed to be looking passed it. He enjoyed seing her at the church.
He was glad she was there. He was glad he was in her life. She was in his life in a way. He was glad of that. He hoped that that would continue for some time.
It had been over a mounth sense she started to come. She was now part of the church family . that was how people in the church saw her. They hoped that she saw them there way as well.
He decided to put together a care packege for her. He put it together for her. They got soap and hygene products. He did some research on her social media pages and discovered she loved dark chocolate and cheez it. He got her some.
He decided to deliver to it to her in person. He arrived on campus. He had no idea where her dorm was. He did not Know if she have classes or not. He wanted to surprise her. He wanted to encourage her. He wanted her to feel like she was part of the church. He wanted her to know that the church cared about her. He also wanted her to know that he cared about her as well.
He parked at the campis parking lot. He wore a blue buttoned up shirt and jeens. He decided to dress down a bit. He got out of his car. He closed the door. He walked away from his car.
He saw a student. “Do you know Elizabeth cornors ?” darren asked. “Yes i am jill her roomate. ” she answered.” is she in class now? ” darren asked. ” no she is her dorm. Do you want me to tell her your hear?”jill asked. ” could you?” he asked. “Of course.” she said.
The dorm were co ed. He could enter the dorm. As a pastor and a Christian man, he would not want not go inside a dorm where coeds were. Jill told her that she would go get her.
Lizzy had clases earlier in the day. She got out of classes an hour erlier. She rerurned to her dorm. She had worn a gray sweter and jeens and sandles.
She removed her sandles. She could tell that she had soiled herself. She could not wait to get out of her wet cloths. She unzipped her jeens and she retracted her pants. She puled it off of her now bare feet.
She could tell that her diaper was very full. It looked full. There was evidence of stain. She opened the flaps. She pulled off the very full diaper. She washed her vagional area. She got a fresh diaper. She put some baby powder on her diaper area.
She changed her shirt. She put on a green t shirt and diaper. She liked to go around in just a t shirt and a diaper.
She was doing some home work. She put on a christian rock station on.she sat down on her bunk. She had a successful afternoon.
Jill came in. ” um liz a man is hear to see you. ” jill asked. ” is he tall dark or handsome? ” luz asked. “He ia a bit old. He says he is your pastor. ” jill said ” oh no!” she said
She put on a green skirt. He put on her sandles. She ran outside. She saw him. “Hi. There. ” she said. ” hello Lizzy. ” darren said. “How are you? ” he asked. ” i am good. ” she said.
She directed him to a picnic table. They sat. He presented her with the care packege. “This is from the church. Every one contributed. ” darren said. “Oh my! Thank you. Choclate and chese its.” she said.
“I cheated. I looked at your social network page. ” he said. She chuckled. “Thats ok. This was very thoughtfull. Thank you. ” she said. “Not a problem. I want you to know that you are a major part of our church. We are so glad that you hear. ” he said.
“Awh thank you. I really enjoy your church. ” she told “i am glad. I hope that you will continue to come to our church ” he told her. ” i am planning to continue to come to your church. I have really enjoyed your church. ” she told her.
He was glad to hear that. He wanted to continue to see her at the church. “If you need anything just ask. ” he said. “Thank you i appreciate that. That meens a lot. You all meen a lot to me. ” she said.
” thank you. You are really a special young lady. ” he said to her. “You meen a lot to me. Everyone in the church has been so nice. You seem like a sweet man as well. ” she told him.
He fought the urge to blush.”well thank you. ” he said. She had pee in her diaper. She hoped that he did not notice.
After a while he decided that he should probably leave. “I should be heading out. I did want to drop off the care packege. ” he said.”i am glad you stoped by pastor. Thank you for coming and thank you again for the care packege. ” she told her.
She walked him to the car. She hugged him. She forgot that she had soiled herself multiple times. She retracted. “Have a good day. ” he said.
She went back to her dorm. She took off her skirt. She decided that she could not study after this. She decided to take a break. She thought about him. She wondered if he thought about her that way. She concluded that he did not.
To be continued.
Lizzy gets more and more comfortable with his church. When the church has a dinner she fears how she will do with an extended time at the church. How will handle diaper changes?
a pastor develops blader isues.
Pastor dale bradford is the pastor of glory of God baptist church. He is thirty six old. He pastors the church he founded. The church did not have ant independent fubdimental baptiat church so he started one.
The church went from two families to a core group and visitors. He had goten maried before he started the church. He had been an assistant pastor before.
He and his wife had two kids. His oldest baley was now seven years old. His yoynger daughter mackenna or macy was four. His wife died not long after macci was born.
She died from a rare infection in her brain. One minute she was teaching a Sunday school class. The next minute she colapsed and died. She was pronounced dead by the e.m.t who arived on sight.
He tried to make the best of it. His family and church family helped him out. He tried to be the best pastor and farther that he could be. He loved his kids and they loved him. The church loved and cared for there pastor.
He was a qiet man. He did what he needed to do. He was a family man. He was not lonely. If he was,he gave no evidence of that. He kept it to himself if he was.
He seemed content to be single. After a while it was beleved that he would remary. He did not really try to persue anyone. It did not seem to be a priority to him.
If he asked,he told people that he was open to remary. He was not acactivity looking to remary. He seemed to have an if it happens it happens.
He had a secret. There was a reason that he was reluctant to get back on the dating market as it were.he struggled with blader incontinence. He had a weak bladder.
He had strugled with bladder isues all his life. He was able to potty train but he had accidents.
On and off he would have isues. He would have leakege isues. He would be in his office when pee driped down his leg. He really hoped that he did not have a stain.
One night he woke up wet. He had wet the bed. He was astonished. He stripped out of his soiled cloths. He got in the shower. He then put the soiled cloths in the washing machine.
It was so embearising and humiliating. One day he needed to pee. He was working on his surmon and he was on a role. He put off going. His bladder released. He peed his pants. He tried to stop it but there was no stoping it.
He snunk home abd changed. He came back. Eventually he brought a fresh set of cloths with him at all times. He felt he had no choice.
He was woried something was wrong. What if it was some kind of cancer. He went to his doctor. The doctor ordered a bunch of tests.
“It is not cancer. We rulled out anything neurological. No brain cancer or brain turnor of anything like that. The fact is you have. A weak bladder. It was not developed corectly. The fact is its going to get worse. ” dr. Micheal brandt said.
“How much worse? ” he asked.”you can expect more of the same. ” the doctor told him. He did not find that encouraging.
“I would sugest you start wearing adult diapers?” the doctor said. Dale did not like that idea. He did not like it at all. He knew that it was a solution. As much as he loved lundry it was not that much fun. He decided to get some. He did not want to but the doctor was right this problem was not going away. That was for sure.
He went to a drug store and picked up a package of adult diapers. He went to a store on the other side of town. He had his kids with him. The cashir did not realy say anything. He was happy for that.
He put on diapers when he got home. He felt weird about wearing them. He hated this. It felt squishy. He tried to not let it brother him.
At first it was a meens of security. He wore it in case of an accident. He did not intend to embrace incontinence or diaper wearing all the time.
At first he stil used the toilet. It was a bit of an inconvenence taking off the diaper and peing and putting it back on.
One day , he pee while taking it off. He decided to use the diaper for its intended use. He had to pee he just did it. He felt humiliated by it. It was convenient. He became more and more used to it. Over time it borthered him less and less.
He did not want anyone to know his secret. He did inform the deacons sense it was techically a medical issue. It was not revealed outside of the deacons bored.
While it was an inconvenence, it was not really detrimental to his ministry.it had no efect on it other then extra time to get ready.
It did curb his persuit of a new bride hoever. He did not feel any single lady would want to marry a man who was incontinent. He had kind of given up on that quest for the time being.
A few months ago a new family came to the church. Rojer was a math teacher at a local public school. His wife Kathy was a stay at home mom but did work a few houers at a public library. They had four young kids. They had a daughter who had been away at college.
He had never met there daughter. He heard a lot about her. He felt like he did know her from all the stories. Her name was tess. Her parents called her tessi.
He did not think that he would see her that sunday. She had come home from college for the summer. He was doing his rounds saying hello before the service. He saw her with her family. He assumed it was there prodigal daughter they frequently talked about.
He stopped for a minute. He looked at her . she looked his way. he walked over to her. There eyes met. ” you must be tessi!” he declared. She only went by tessi with her immediate family. She did not mind that he called her tessi.
“You must be the pastor. ” she said. ” yes i am pastor Bradford ” he said. “It is good to meet You. “She said.
To be continued
Dale is immediately interested in tess.she is interested in him. Then he remembers he is incontinent. Then he secconds gueses thing.
an incontinent girl attends a church of a pastor who is widowed.
Darren mcmasters was the pastor of central valley baptist church. He had three daughters. His wife died in a car accident. A driver was distracted and ram into the pasinger side kiling his wife Caroline.
He scalled back his pastoral duties slughtly after she died. He gradually fully resumed his duties. The deacons worked closley with him. They were very supportive. They willingly picked up the slack. They were a huge hwlp and encouragement during a tyring time for him and his family. He could not have gotten though it without them.
Not just the deacons, the entire church was behind there pastor. They did whatever they could for him and hus kids. It did not go noticed or unappreciated.
He slowly got back into the swing of things. Over time he got back to being his old self. He was not extremly bubly but he was content. He did have a silly side. He started to let ot back out.
Despite his broken heart, he continued to faithfully communicate the word of God to his the people in his congregation. He was always faithfull to that calling. There was never any doubt that he loved his people and they loved him.
Elizabeth moved to the area after Caroline died. She was attending the community college in the town. She grew up in a Christian home. One of the first things she did sense she moved on campus was to find a church that she could get plugged into.
She was more accustomed to more evangelical churches. She liked contemporary christian music and had participated in a praise and worship team at her home church. There were no evangelical churches in this town. Your choices were either a u.c.c congregational church,a unitarian universilist church,a morman church or a fundamental Baptist church.she decided to give the independent bsptist church a try.
She was an attractive young lady. She was 5.5. She had long brownish hair she routinly braided or put in a poney tail. She was smart and got good grades.
She had a secret. She had an overactive bladder. She never quite got fullt potty traned. She would have accidents. Most of the time she was fine. She would have accidents heae and there. She decided to wear diapers just in case. Now if she did have an accident, it was no big deal.
She eventually decided to get rid of real underwear. Instead diapers were her underware. She knew it would make her bladder weak but she felt like she really did not have a choice.
She came to like diapers. They were comfortable. She found comfort in them. She was not a full blown a.b.d.l but she adopted some aspects of the a.b.d.l life style. There was some crossover between incontinent and a.b.d.l community.
She always tried to maintain good hygiene. She gave herself an enema before church. She put baby powder on her genital area. She then put herself in a fresh diaper. She put on a half slip and wore a black skirt. She wore a blurish purple button down shirt. She styled her hair. She liked to look girlie and she liked to get all doled up.
She headed out. She got in her car and drove to the church. She always cut down her liquid consumption on sunday. She knew that she probably would soil herself anyways but wanted to cut down that chance as much as she could.
She arrived at the church parking lot. She knew little about fundamental Baptist church. She knew that lafies wore dresses or skirts. She knew that they read from the king James . she knew that they sang from a hyim book with a piano and or organ accompaniment. That was about it.
She found a good parking spot. She parked the car. She got out of her car.she headed for the door. She walked to the front door. “Hello welcome to our church ” an usher said. “Hi im liz.” she said. “It is good to meet you.” the usher said.
She filled out a Visitor card and gave it to the usher. She then sat down. Manny introduced themselves to her.They all seemed to be friendly.
Then the pastor came in. He was told by the usher that there was a visitor.he liked to introduce himself to visitors. The usher pointed out to where she was.
He walked towards her. he came into her view. He saw her. He stoped for a moment. Then he walked towards her. “Hello. I am pastor mcmasters. ” he said.
“Hi i am liz. I am new to the area and i am looking for a church. ” she said “i see. What brings you to the area?” he asked. “I am a student at the community college. ” she said. “Are you living in the dorm?” he asked. “Yes. ” she answered.
“What is your major? ” he asked. “I am an English major. I know the cliché! ” she said. “Do you want to teach English? ” he asked. ” i think so. I figure with English it could leed in several directions. I would like to teach. ” she said
“Do you have a home church ?” he asked .”i do. I kinda attend a community church. I am fairly conservitive though. ” she said. “We are a bit more conservitive. We are a loving church . i hope you will consider making this your church while you are hear In this area. ” he told her. “Well i certainty will “she told him.
He then left to start the service. He welcomed everyone to the church. She was not a big fan of hyim singing or piano. She did like the preaching.
She could tell that she had wet after bit during the service. She hoped no one would find out. She knew that it was a medical condition but still. She did not want it to be known by everyone at least not yet.
She wished they used more modern music but other then that she liked the church. She was going to keep going. She wanted to consider this as her church away from home.
She talked to several people on her way out. Everyone was really friendly and welcoming. They all encoureged her to come back. She was prety sure that She would.
She saw three girls with the pastor. “Who are these charming munchins?” she asked. ” these are my daughter. Tayler is five , baily is four and mackenzi is two. ” he said. “Hi i am Elizabeth. It is nice to meet you ” she said. “There mom died in a car accident a few mounths after maci was born. I am a defecto single dad. ” he said.
“I am sorry to hear that. It must be hard raising them alone!” she said “it can be but they are good kids. “He said.”i can see that. It seems like you are doing a good job rasing them. ” she told him. ” i am trying with the lords help “he said.
“It was good to meet you”she said. She told the girls that it was good to meet them. She heeded out.
She went to the dorm and changed her diaper. She put on a fresh diaper.she changed into a jeens and a t shirt and went to the cafeteria.
She changed into a pink tskirts and denim skirt for the evening service. She had a diaper change just before she headed to church. She went inside after she parked.
“Welcome back lizzy. I did not scare you away did i?” he askd. “Not at all pastor. ” she said. “Thats good To hear. He said.
She enjoyed his preaching. She enjoyed him as well. She went home and changed. She went back to her dorn and put on a t shirt and diaper. She hung out with her roomate for a bit.
She did not have any classes Wednesday night so she decided to go to church on wensaday. She wore a green t shirt with a gray skirt and fflip flops.
“I sm glad your hear lizzy” he said. “It worked out that my last class ends at four. ” she said. “Excellent. ” he said.
They split off. The women and men prayed separately. She prayed with a group of ladies that. Were two twenty year old and a thirty year old.they became close friends of hers. She felt at home in this church.
She went home and changed into a diaper and a t shirt. She sometimes liked to rub her diaper. She thought about the pastor. She imagined him reaching inside her diaper. She realized what she was doing and stopped.
To be continued.
Lizzy keeps going to his church. She becomes more a part of the church.