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Mistaken identity 

a house wife is mistaken for a figitive.

They say everyone has a twin. That is one of those statements that can be proven or disproven. I have no idea where it came from. There are always people who look like someone else. Your at the grocery store and you see someone you recognize. You go over and its not that person. 

I have been on the giving and receving end. I have had people come up to me. They Start a conversation only to reaoize i am not who they thought i was. 

Usualy it is momentary gaff. You laugh about it then move on. No harm no fowel. Then there are times when a case of mistaken identity has more lasting consequences. I had one of those. 

My mom had not planed me. She was at a concert and hooked up with a guy. She got pregnent with me. She decided to keep me. She never knew my dad’s name.  She knew nothing about him. She made no real atempt to find him. 

My mom and i lived in an apartment complex for low income family. She worked some part time jobs. She was not an amazing worker but she was not horible.

As a child i could be a handful but nothing too serious. I was just energetic. I was not a great student but i passed. My mom named me zoe .she needed a name. She saw thetheme zoe and went with it. I have no middle name.  I was zoe stevens. My mom wanted my legal name to be Zoe.  I had to have a last nane. So she gave me her last name.   

I did not plan to go to colege. I did the bare minimum to graduate from high school. I went and got a job. I was doing what my mom did. 

I became friends with a girl at work. She wore dreses or skirts all the time. She kept to herself.we hit it off despite our differences.  Katherine invited me to church. I decided why not. 

I felt out of place there. I wore jeens and a t shirt. They all welcomed me. Katherine made sure i was welcomed. I kept going. I answered an alter call after several months of attending. I grew in my faith. 

I decided to go to a Baptist colege. I took the one year program. I wanted to get to know the bible more and get exposure to ministry and be around Christians my age. While there i met Matthew.  

He was a senior. We met at a prayer group. The school set up prayer groups for students.  We hit it off. He was a multi generational christian. At least three generations were involve in some kind of full time Christian service. 

We went from acquaintance to friend.  He seemed to have a romantic interest.  She was like him. He and i had a spark. I adored him. I had a crush on him but i never thought it would happen. 

He shocked me by asking me to the end of year seniors banquet.  I said yes. I thought mayby i was a runer up. Stacy said no so zo will do. I learned that that was not the case. He realy liked me. After that i never left his side. 

We hung out the rest of the school year. He asked me if i wanted to be his girlfriend oficialy. I said yes. After he graduated and i conpleted my studies, i worked for a bit. He prepared for ministry.  

We got married.  He was called to pastor near wherehe grew up.  I got pregnent . i had a boy. I was a stay at home mom and pastor’s wife. I was busy home making and being involved in ladies ministry oficialy and unofficially.  

That beings me to the main story. The case of mistaken identity.  It was christmast eve eve.  We had put my boy to bed.  He was 13 mounths old as this point. I got undressed and put on a nightie. My husbend wore shorts to bed. 

We just hung out.  We Usualy cuddled and talked until one of us or both of us were almost asleep.  Matty turned off the light. I was just about asleep. Then everything changed.  

There was a knock at the door.  Who was hear at this hour? I thought. Matty told me to stay in bed.  He went downstairs and went to the door. “Hello.” he said “this is the police ” was the response. 

He opened the door. “Is there a young lady who lives with you? Five foot five dirty blond 135 lbs?” the officer asked. “That sounds like my wife. Whats this about?” he asked.  “We need to speak to her?” another officer said 

This officer was wearing plan cloths. He wore a suit and tie. Matt guessed that he was probably a detective. “I will get her” he said.  He invited them inside. There was five officers. Two wearing plain cloths. The rest were wearing uniforms.  

Matt went upstairs.  “Hunie the police want to talk to you.” he said. I had no idea why. I had never broken the law. I had no idea what this was about.i went downstairs.  I held his hand. 

“Are you elsa Collins? ” the detective asked. “Im zoe peaters. ” i answered. “A women named elsa peaters is wanted for murder in riverside iowa ” the detective said. He showed me her picture. She did look like me. 

“I have never been to iowa.” i said.  The muder accured four years ago. Apparently someone who lived in riverside at the time of the murder thought i looked like her.  She called the iowa sate police. Iowa police sent the detective who investigated the murder back then. 

“It is the day before Christmas eve. I don’t want you attempting to esape ” the detective said.” i am afraid i have to place you under arest on suspicion of being a fugitive from justice. ” the local detective said. 

Court was not in seison until after Christmas.  I would be spending the holidays in jail. “Look can at least kiss my son? ” i asksd.

They let me go into his room. I hugged him and kissed him. An officer was with me the whole time. They let me put on shoes and a coat. They put me in handcuffs.  I was taken to the cop car. 

I was taken to the police station. I had to go though a strip search. I removed my shoes. Then i took off my coat. A female officer looked it over. I had to remove the nightie. I was not wearing a bra. I removed my panties.  The officer did a rectal exam. 

I was finger printed.  There was a mug shot. The officers were going to have me stay the night in lockup. It was late. I was exhausted.  The detective from iowa insisted that i be taken to county lockup. The detective threatened to employ nuclear options unless they agreed. 

I had to change into a prison issue orange jumpsuit. I was taken by prison buss to a county jail. I had to go over processing again.i had to be examined by prison doctors. I was beyond tired at this point. 

“Do you know your pregnant? ” the doctor asked.  “No i did not. Are you sure? ” i asked. I was five weeks along.  Great i was heading to the big house in iowa and i have have a bun in the oven. 

I made it a cell. I colapsed. I was stuck there until at least after the holiday. The next day i had to go though a line up. The person id me as the person they saw fleing the crime scene on the night of the murder. 

I got to call maty. I told him to let ben open his present but he insisted on waiting.  We planed on going to see his family for Christmas.  He called and explained that we were not able to make it seing that i was in the hoosegow. My husband had to explain that it was a mixup. 

Christmas was long and boring. We got to eat what resembled turkey. It was realy weird looking and tasting.  Finally the nexy day i had a court appearance.  

I got to see matt. “Man! You do look realy sexy in that jump suit?” he remarked.”realy matty. ” i said. “Look zo i know your innocent.  This will clear itself up. ” he said.

“Matty. I have news. I am pregnant! ” i said.  “Oh wow. ” he said.”will you come to iowa if i amIextradited? ” she asked.”i will leave for Iowa when you are transported. I wont leave your side.  Where you go i go. I wont leave iowa until i can bring you with me. “He assured me. 

I was not aranged. This was simply a hearing to produce me. I was sent back to lockup.  The next day i was brought to the wardens office.

“Your fingerprints dont match the fingerprints of the accused. Your not elsa Collins.  We can account for your whereabouts in this sate at the time of the incident.  River side pd is rescinding there extradition request.  ” he said.

Matt picked me up. We went home. We had Christmas with ben. We went to see his fokes later on. 

The post incarceration was anazing. I wish i could have kept the jump suit. I kinda enjoyed experiencing prison brefly. I have a cool story.

I gave birth to a healthy baby girl.  We named her josie daniele. Her name came from Joseph and daniel. Both bible character’s who God bless in spite of persecution.  

The church was understanding.  They knew i had not done anything wrong.  I had got pass this incident. 

The end

I did not reserch prison or extradition. I may have goten things wrong.  

Widower and the incontinent girl episode three

Lizzy goes to a church dinner.

Lizzy was new to the community and new to the church. She started attending a independent fundamental Baptist church. She connected with those in the church. She connected with the pastor. 

The pastor was a widower. He had children that he was rasing alone. She liked him. She felt a conection to him.he was resolute,  firm. He was logical, and analytical.  He was also kind. He was thoughtful. 

She had a little bit of a crush on him. She was quite a bit younger then him.he was his thirties.  She was in her twenties. She was still in college.  She was incontinent.  

She was dependent on a diaper. She wore diapers 24-7. She was blader and bowel incontinent. It was tough and unpleasant at times. It made her isolated.  It kept her to herself at times. That kept her in check. 

The church had welcomed her with open arms. They accepted her as one of there own. She felt at home there. They sent a care packege.  She wrote a note thanking them. 

She became more and more a part of the church.  She became more  comfortable with the church. She was not used to more traditional music bit she got used to it. She switched to the king james verson. She mostly only read from the k.j.v.

She strated to get to know more people.  She knew there names. She could match faces to names and vice versa. Everyone was a blesing. What she did not know was that she was a huge blesing to them. 

The pastor anounced that there would be a church diner after the following sunday service. She was not planning to attend. It would be way too much work just to get ready. She would have to have an enema before. She hated enemas. It was way too much work. It still brought a lot of risk with no assurence of success.  

“Hello elizebeth.” mrs corners said. “Hello mrs. Corners. ” she said.” can you come next week to the diner.” she said.  “I am not sure yet. ” lizy answered. “They are a lot of fun. There is usualy alot of food. 

Mrs corners was surprised that she was reluctent to come. She came to sunday morning and evening service as well as wendsday night service.  She did not press the isue too far. 

A lot of the ladies in the church tried to get her to commit to coming. She was happy that she was wanted. She was nervous about it. She could not say why. “Well i would love to come but i fear i might pee or poop my pants and smell bad. ” what it is with baptist and food she thought.

“Hey. Can you make it to the dinner next week? ” the pastor asked. Not you too she thought. “I am not sure yet.” she said. “You should come. It is a lot of fun.you will leave full” he said. She thought to herself,”thats what i am woried about.” 

She really did not want to go but she knew everyone wanted her to. That morning she got in the shower. She gave herself an enema.she had one cup or cofee. A half cup. She got a fresh diaper. She wore a pink and white dress and flip flops. She tried to talk herself out of going but she wanted to. She wanted to be a part of this church family. In many ways she already was. She could do this. She hoped she could. 

She walked into the church. She was nervous but tried not to show it. She was asked if she was going to stay. She said yes.  Everyone was pleased that she was staying.  

After the service ,the pastor went over to her. “Hi lizy,are you staying ?”daren asked.  “Yes i am planing on staying.  ” she said. He smiled..”excellent. ” he said. 

Pastor darren mcmaster went to pick up his kids. Tayler and baily were in children’s church and macci was in the nursery.  He brought them to the fellowship hall. 

The pastor led everyone in prayer. People went though the tables and got food.  Lizxy went over to where the pastor was sitting with his daughters. “May i join you?” lizzy asked.  “What do you think girls? Can miss lizy sit with us?” he asked.  The girls said yes. She smiled and sat down. 

“So how are clases going?” he asked. “Its going good. I am still pasing. I am getting good grades.” she said. “I am glad to hear that. You seam to focus on your studies. You seem to be  good at time management.  ” he remarked. “I try to. I try to focus on my studies. “She said. 

“I am glad your doing well. ” he said.  “It is hard work but i kind of knew that it was going to be. I am figuring out to balience time. ” she said. “Thats good. I remember those days. ” he said.  

“Were you good at belencing time when you were a student? ” lizzy asked him.”i was ok with it. It was a learning curve. It was an adjustment. I had studies,  i helped out with nursing home ministry, i played on a sports team and thereewas friends and then my future wife came into the picture. ” he said.

“I kinda keep to myself. I dont realy have a social life. I am mostly in the dorm. That helps. Being a Christian in a seculer university makes me want to study more. ” she said. 

“Has that made life tough? ” he asked. “A little.  I looked into Christian coleges but sate school is cheaper. I preferred not to traval as far. ” she said. 

“Which schools did you look at?”darren asked. “Cedervile in ohio. Philadelphia biblical university and gorden colege. ” she said. 

“No coment. ” the pastor said with a mischievous smile. “You dont like those schools?” she asked. “Not particuly. They are more evengelical. Gorden is kind of liberal. .pbu is not bad. They are not my cup of tea. ” he said. 

“You dont like evengelical churches?” she asked. “Some evengelical churches are not bad. I consider myself independent fundamental baptist. We beleve in seperation from the world and error. A lot of evengelical churches accept anyone who names the name of christ. ” the pastor answered. 

“I see. You beleve in seperation. You dont associate with non independent fundamental churches? ” she asked. “For the most part no. In this community,  most of the churches are more liberal. We do take a had stance on seperation i guess. ” he said. 

“I see. ” she said. “I hope i am not scaring you away? ” he said. “No . i am new to independent baptist. I want to understand.  ” she said. 

They were having a good conversation.  The food was great. So was the  desert.  She had fun with his kids. Macci got food on her face. They laughed at her. Lizy cleaned her up. Macci gigled. 

“You are a really silly girl. ” lizzy said. She laughed.  “Mace is probably the silliest of my kids. ” he said. “Maci is prety silly. ” tayler said. “Taylor is serious all the time! ” he said facetiously. 

She was having fun talking to his family. She enjoyed the pastor and his kids. She realized that she did definently have a crush on him. She had no idea if she would persue it. 

She peed herself. She pied several times. She felt uncomfortable.  She wanted to wait till she got home to change her diaper. She was wet. It was brothering her. 

“If you will excuse me” she said. She went to her car. She always brought a diaper bag with her when she went out. Even if she went just to go shoping. She got out her diaper bag. 

The bathroom was in the felowship hall. She hoped that no one would notice her diaper bag. She tried to conceil the bag. She walked natualy but stealthily. 

She went into the bathroom. She took out the bag. She opened it. She got a diaper.  She laid down a matt. She laid on the matt and hoped that no one would come in until after she had changed herself. 

She pulled up her skirt. She opened her diaper.  She took a new one. She put baby powder on her. She put her soiled diaper in a bag and threw it away. She put everything back in the bag. She put it in her car. She returned to the dining hall. 

“Im back” she said. She was not as bubbly as she had been before. She was qiet. She seemed sad. She was not talkative like she bad been. He wanted to ask but did not feel that it was appropriate.  It could just be that time of the mounth. He just did not know.  It seemed odd. It was probably nothing.  

She waited until the festivities strated to die down. “Well i am going to head on. ” she said. “I am so glad that you came. It was realy nice talking to you.” the pastor said.  “It was good to talk to you. ” she said. She said goodbye to his kids. 

She got in her car. She headed home. She went to her dormroom. She changed her cloths.she wore a t shirt and diaper. She took a nap. 

She changed into a pink blouse and black skirt and flip flops.  She went to  evening service.she was different. She was more stoic that night.  She was emotionaly aloof. He had no idea why. 

He respected her privacy.  He hooef that she was ok. She did not stay around much after the evening service. She did shake his hand on het way out. She wanted to forget this dsy ever happened.

For a while, it had been a triunpfull day. That feeling had long sense passed.  She did not feel that way now. He felt like it had been a great day.  That had changed.  He had no idea why.

Next up.

A lady in the church catches her changing her diaper.  She tells her about her struggles with incontinence.  She fears the pastor finding out. 

The incontinent pastor part three

dale runs into tess at a cofee shop.

Dale Bradford was a widowed pastor. He considered dating tess a young women whose family moved to the area. Then after incidents with blader and bowel incontinence, he decided not to. 

He avoided her. He said helo to her when she left but that was about it. She was surprised that he seemed to be avoiding him. She had no idea why. She did not try to press it. She decided to give him space. 

She suspected that mayby she was wrong about him. Mayby she just thought that he was interested in her. She tried to ignore it.  

She decided that he was not going to pursue her. She gave up on it. She tried to ignore it. She treated pastor bradford as pastor bradford. He was her pastor.  He was in auhthority over her. She would treat him ad a spiritual leader.  

He forgot about her. He abandoned any thoughts of dating her. He stuck to business.  He had a job to do and he would do that to the best of his ability. 

Friday was his day off. That was the day he liked to have family day. He decided to take the girls out for donut at a local cofee shop.  

He had put on a fresh diaper. Sense he was going to be drinking cofee, he figured that he should have a fresh diaper.  He had put a new one on. He got the kids ready to go. He wanted this to be a lesurely time. He wanted this to be low key and fun. He liked to make memories with the girls. He wanted them to have these memories. 

He picked up the youngest daughter and held  the hand of his oldest  child. They walked to the car. He opened the door. He placed his youngest into a car seat. He put the  other in there seats. He helped them with there seat belts. He closed the door.  

He went to the drivers seat and got inside. He started the car. He headed to the cofee shop. The cofee shop was a favorite of the family.  He had been a favorate of his late wife. 

It was a short drive from the home to the cofee shop. He parked the car in the parking lot. He stoped the car. He got out of the vehicle. He picked up his youngest daughter maci and took the hand of bailey.  They walked to the cofee shop. He opened the door. He and baily went inside. 

He saw the girl at the counter. It was tess. He had no idea that she worked there.  He had not really talked to her sense the church dinner.  He probably would be the last to know that she was working somewhere. 

A part of him wanted to leave. The girls were looking froward to getting donuts. He decided to go though with it. 

He put maci in a booster seat. He got a chair for baily. “Hi pastor. ” she said.”hi tess. ” he said. He ordered a bunch of donuts and ice cofee for him. She brought the box of donuts abd his cofee to his table. She made google eyes with macci. She teased her back. He thanked her for bringing the donuts out. 

He broke off a donut and gave it to her. He broke up another donut for baily. Maci could be a messy eater so he gave her the least messiest of the donuts.  She gigled as she eat it.  

Tess watched them from the counter. She chuckled.  She realy loved his kids. They were sweet and funny.  She loved watching him intetact with the kids. She found it very endearing.  

It was her break time.  The kids and the pastor were still there.  She came over to the table. “Hey i am on my break . can i join you?” she asked. “Go for it!” he said. She sat down. 

“Do you want a donut?” he asked. “No thank you. I am kinda donut out. Pitfals of working at a donut store.” she said. He chuckled. ” i understand. “He said. 

“Do you like your donut mace?” she asked. She smiled and said yes.  ” do you like your donut bail?” she asked. She said yes. 

“How long have you worked hear?” she asked.  “A mounth. ” she said. “I had no idea that you worked hear. We come once a mouth.  It is a tradition. I try to have friday as family day. ” he said.  

“Thats a good idea. I like that. ” she said.  “The kids look froward to it. ” he said “definitely.  I can see why. ” she said. 

She had to get back to work. He had pooped his pants.  He tried to sneaked out and before she noticed he had an accident.  Again he started to let his gaurd down with tess. Again his bowels betrayed him.  

He picked up his youngest. He held macci by the hand. She said goodby to the pastor. She waved to the girls. She smiled and chuckled. 

She day dreamed for a seccond. She imagined being his wife. He would hold hands with her. She would hold macci in her arms. He would have baily hold his other hand. Who knew mayby she would have a bun on the ovin. Hey this was her fantasy. It was a fantasy.  

Then she cane back to reality. Why did he seem to withdraw?  It made no sense. They seamed to have chemistry. 

He drove home. He brought the kids inside. He put maci down for a nap. She fell asleep. He went to the bathroom. His diaper was very very full. He pooped more then he thought.

He took wipes and wiped his but.He cleaned thoroughly.  He put on a fresh diaper. He felt so much better. He really hoped that he did not poop again today. 

He did not think about tess that day.  He did like her but he could not give it a chance.  It was just too big of a risk. He was determined to avoid her. 

Tess decided that she kinda liked him she wanted to explore the posibility of a relationship with him. 

Next up.

Tess considers the posibility of a relationship with dale. Dale wuthdraws further from her. 

Brest feeding church

a family visits a new church.

Jack and kendra and there family have just moved to the citty of lathen. The company he worked for just bought a company based in lathen. He was put in charge of incorporating that business into the parent compony. It was a huge promotion. It was a challenge.  It came with risk but also had a lot of opportunities as well. 

It ment uprooting the family.  They had to sell there house in morisville.they had to leave the area where both of there families were near by. It ment leaving there friends and family and in many ways there comfort zone and head into an unknown. 

Jack started out in the mail room of the compony he is now an execuative. He and the ceo at the time hit it off. He got promoted to a managerial posistion. He became an up and comer in the cooperation.  While this was quite a change for the family he and kendra thought it was the right decision.  They planed on staying in morisvile all there lives.  They were firmly esatabished but they both agreed that this opportunity was too good to pass up.  It was a carer making move. 

Everything fell into place. They were able to sell there old house in morisvile. They found a house in lathen. They started to get established in this new community.  

Now they wanted to find a church. They were both committed Christians.  They had both grown up in independent fundamental baptist church..they had beem hevily involved in the Baptist church in morisvile. He had been a member of the truste bored and had been a Sunday school teacher. She had taught sunday school and been involved in the nursery.  

Now they moved to a new area. They wanted to be pluged in to a good church. Finding a church was not an easy task. It was a big decison. Kendra was a stay at home mom. In her old town her social life was connected to her church. She would get together with other moms in  church. She hoped that she would find such a network hear im lathen.  

They wanted a church where the whole family would fit in. They had four chidren. Thomas was seven years old. Steven was five . Alexandra was two and nina was just two months old. They wanted a family friendly church.  Not so much in regards to programs but in attitude.  

Having a new born offored challenges of its on. Kendra was committed to brest feeding.  She had beest fed all of her children. She was a firm belver in brest feeding.  She believed it was best.  

Many churches seem to have an almost bipoler view of brest feeding. While concept form they suported it. They believed Brest feeding was right. They believed that the bible taught brest feeding. They encouraged momies to nurse there infants. 

At the same time they had an attitude that women should not brest feed in public.  They made it inconvenient.  Because of modesty many churches puts rules on it. Women had to nurse there little ones in room . they had to listen to the summon though closed circut telivison feeds.  Ladies being able to hear the messages was not a priority.  

Kendra was a submissive lady. She was highly intelligent.  She had a colege dugree and had held management positions.  She preferred to stay at home but she wanted to be involved in the service.she wanted to hear the word of god taught directly not indirectly though hearing about it by her husband.  She wanted to hear it first hand.

She accepted things the way they were not the way they wanted it to be.  She was fine with being relegated to the broom closet.  

They decided to visit a fundamental baptist chirch. Grace Baptist church of lathen.  They entered the building.  They were greated by a friendly older usher. He was bubbly and energetic. Kendra was almost certain that he was a grand father.  

Everyone was super friendly. Kendra felt at home almost immediately. On the way home she talked it over with jack. Jack felt the very same wwayshe did. They both felt very much at home. It seemed to be a realy good fit for both of them. 

They found a seat and sat down. A lady in her early thirties came over to her.  She wore a white blouse with a black skirt. She had on panty hose and dress shoes on. She was holding a baby girl. 

“Hi i’m Mary beth. I am the pastor’s wife. Welcome to our church.” she said.  Kendra introduced herself and her family.    Kendra found a kindred spirit in Mary beth. They were both colege graduates both stay at home moms and both had young infants. They hit it off almost immediately.

“Oh. Do you brest feed?” mary beth askes. “I do. ” she answered. “Great. We do have a spot if you want privacy. If you want to feed her right hear go ahead.  I nurse amelia all the time. Dont wory about being discrete. We dont have any rulls. The bible does not specify rules about not showing boobs. ” she said.

She thanked her. She was so happy to hear that.  During the message,  she got fussy. She opened her top and nursing bra.she eat herself to sleep. 

She looked around and saw other moms with there tits out. This included the pastors wife. It did not seam to be an issue.  It was not a distraction.  Everyone was use to it. Kendra was thrilled to be able to hear the message.  She was thrilled to not have to get up and leave. 

Apparently the change occured two pastors ago. The church had a baby boom then. Moms resented having to leave just to feed the babies. The church had an antiquated speaker system that did not work half the time. 

They asked the pastor and deacons to adress the issue. The deacons looked into  the matter and and decided to alow public brest feeding.  The policy change was explained.  The pastor preached a message on modesty, brest feeding and brest. 

The policy was a huge sucess. There was no leering or ogling.  It did not leed to any isues involing lust or anything like that. It had been almost twenty years. Everyone was used to it. It was now an afterthought.

Kendra loved the church. They were sold on the church. After a time they saught membership.  They were accepted and got heavily involved almost right away.

She and Mary beth became close. She was invited to her house. Mary beth was topless. “Oh sory. I dont wear tops in the house. “She said. “Its fine ” she said. 

Kendra started going topless around the house more. It made life easier. She almost never wore a top in the house.  She loved it.she hoped she would never have to move. 

The end 

Public Brest feeding seems to be an issue. Breat feeding is something the bible advocates. Because if our over sexed society it has become controversial.  I am not advocating this but decided to bring this up as an issue.  

This is not realy erotic but i put it hear so i talk about Brest and depict partial nudity. 

Incontinent pastor part two

Tess had been away at college. Her parents started attending glory of God baptist church. She did not have a chance to attend herself. She had heard plenty of stories about the church and the pastor.  She knew that her parents realy liked the church.  She was looking froward to visiting the church and seing it for herself. 

She was excited to check it out. She went to the church with her parents and siblings.  She saw the pastor. He introduced himself. He called her tessi. Only her family used that name. Her parents often called her that.  He would not know any difference.  She did not mind. 

“I am glad your hear. I hope you like our church. We have a really good church. We have a realy great core group.  There are really nice people.” he said.

“I looked froward to getting to know people. ” she said. He could not talk to her long but she seemed realy nice. He had to move away and start the service. 

He had never considered dating again sense his wife died. As time went on academically he was open to it. It was only on a philosophical bases. He was interested in her. She seemed kind and seemed to be person of a good reputation.  He did wounder if her and him might be a posibility. 

Then he remembered his condition. He peed himself while he talked to her. His diaper was quite soiled when he talked to her.  That was a stark reminder to him. It was a message to him that he was not a sutible candidate to be marred and especially not someone like her. 

He did not talk to her the rest of the day. He did say hi to her on her way out. He shock his hand. His skin felt clamy. He could not wait to have his diaper changed. He was used to this. This was a normal procedure. 

After everyone left the church he got baily and macci and headed to the parsonage.  He went to the bathroom. He took off his soiled diaper and tossed it in the trash. He wiped himself and put on a fresh diaper. He felt a lot better.  

For a split second, he had actualy thought about pursuing tess. Then he remembered his ‘condition’ . He knew that it would probably never be a real posibility. It made him sad. 

That night he said hello to her but did not engage in too much of a conversation.  He decided to back off from her. He decided to keep it professional.  Besides even if he were not incontinent he was older then her.she probably had a lot of canidates to be suters if not a curent boyfriend. 

After a few Sundays they did not talk to eachother except in smal talk. People started to get used to seing her.  She slowly started to become part of the church. 

One sunday she was working in the nursery.  He went down to get his kid.  Baily was in a children’s church and macci was in the nursery. Tess did not know that he had kids or that macci was his kid. Tess had seen her around. They developed an instant report. 

He went to the nursery. He had already got bailly. “Hi ! Tessi. How was the muchkin?” he asked. Macci huged her dady. He picked her up. “She was great.  These are your kids?” Tess asked. “Yes. ” he said. 

“My parents said you were widowed. It cant be easy being a single parent? “She remarked. “Its not but i muddle though. My sister lives locally and has been a huge asset. I have a realy good support system.  The church has been great. We are making it. ” he told her.

“I can see that. It seems like you are doing a good  job. ” Tess said. “I realy hope so. ” he said. He realized he needed to go upstairs.  He thanked her for watching them. He went upstairs.  

It seemed that they had a moment. If course he remembered his condition.  He felt degraded and humiliated.  A part of him wished that she did not attend his church. It was paunfull to see her knowing that they could never be togerher. He tried to put that passed him. He avoided her that night. 

She noticed that he was a bit aloof.  She figured that he kept a detachment because he was a single man and because he was the pastor.  She found it a bit unusual but decided not to put too much stock in it. 

Then the church diner arived. He dreaded church diners. If he had his way he would never hold them. That was in the pervue of the hospitality committee.  It was not biblical to not have church diners.  The only ground to band them would be if there was strife and contention conected to the diners but that was not the case.  Pastor being incontinent was not a good excuse to not have them. 

If course he was expected to attend. His kids were defiantly expected to be there. The church loved him and his family.  They were stars at the church.  

His sister got the kids so that he could get changed. He did not publicize that he wore diapers but he did not hide it either. He tried to keep it on the downlow as much as he could.  He could not keep it too quet.  He changed himself then was reunited with the girls. 

He sat down at a table. He helped the girls with there food. Tess and her family came to his table. He was realy hoping that she would sit somewhere else. Of course they sat at his table.  Tess sat across from him. 

She made faces at the  girls. They laughed at her. The girls were well behaved but they had a silly side.  It was a controlled silyness.  Tess realy liked his kids. She was developing an affection for them. 

“So how do you like our town?”he asked tess. ” i like it so far. I am starting to get my bearings.  The last mounth at college waa grueling. ” she told him. “Yes.i remember those days well.  I always loved finishing that last exam. It was like a huge weight was lifted.  ” he told her. “Yes.  I know exactly what you meen. I love that feeling. ” she added. 

“So are you getting good grades?” he asked. “Yes i did. I have a4.0 g.p.a. ” he answered.  “That is great. I did not have a 4.0 gpa. I passed. I did not get anything lower then b. ” he told her. “Oh good. ” she said.

“I was never a great student.  I had to work at it. At colege i felt that i was called to ministry.  This was an important road to this. I kept that in mind. I wanted to work hard. I tried to do it for the lord. That helped.” he said. 

“What is your major?” he assked. “I want to be an  English teacher. Being the daughter of a math teacher and a librarian.  You dont have a lot of options.  ” she said.

“She basicaly was bound to be a teacher of some kind.” her dad said. “I do love math.  I love words. I love litatature as well.  English won out. “Tess said. “I did not push English on her. Had she chosen math, i would have been pleased with that. I was thrilled that she chose English.  ” kathy, her mom said.  “I did not mind. English was always a passion of hers. ” her dad said.

“Did you always want to be a pastor?” tess asked him. “No. My original major was in business.  I wanted to go in business.  My parents said i had to go to a christian colege. Fundamental bible university offered seculer majors.  Half way though my freshman year i started getting involved in ministry though the college.  I led bible studies.  The deen of men approached me and said i should consider switching to pastoral tract. I prayed about it. I decided to switch to pastoral.  Everyone was shocked. I have never regreted it. That summer i interned under my pastor. He put me to work. By the end of the sumer i was certan that this was the lords will. So was my pastor.  I never regreted that decision. I think that by goung as a business major, i was able to come to that conclusion on my own. My heart changed in the process ” he said 

There eyes met as he was talking.  He quickly moved his eyes sonewhere else. “I am glad you chose to be a pastor. I think you made the right decison. ” she said.

“I am very carefull when i advise young man. God does want some nen to go into busines.  He did not want me to go into busssiness. ” he said.

“He does want some to go into ministry.  I am certain you are where the lord wants you. ” she said.  ” yes  am too. ” he said. 

For a while it was a group meeting. Then it became almost an exclusive conversation between   those two. They just kept talking.   

Then he realized he had pooped his pants.  He was so embarrassed.  His sister and her husbend watched his kids. He dismissed himself and went into the bathroom. 

He laid down in a stal and he pulled off his diaper. It was dishusting. He cleaned himself. He put on a fresh fiaper. Tessi did not seem to know that anything was arry. 

He did not talk to her much after that. The iincontinence  made him discouraged.  He said little to her that night.   She was suprised. She had no idea why. 

He could not see her. Not after this. He decided not to persue her. Not after his acidence. He could not take that risk. He would not. It was just not in him. 

Next up

Dale takes the girl out for cofee and runs into it turns out that tessi is working there. 

The kidnapping 

a young women is kidnapped

Annie was a bright young lady. she worked part time at a retail store while at the same time taking college courses. She put a hundred percent into everything she did. She attened church. She loved animals. She voluntered at an aninal shelter.

She was known as a chocoholic. She had a distinct sense of humer. She loved to tease and joke around.  She could dish it out but she could also take it. She brightened the day of all she came into contact with.  

She was a home body.  When not at school, church work or the animal shelter she was home.  She usualy wore skirts or dreses outside the home. She was known for her love of flip flops although they rarely stayed on her feet. At home she preferred tank tops and pj bottoms.  That was just how she was. 

One night seemed like any other. She parked her car. She got out of the car.she only listened to a Christian radio station that plays contemporary christian music.  When she was alone she sang along.  Usually at the top of her lungs.

She walked up the stairs to her apartment.  She took out her keys and unlocked the door.  The door swung open.  She went inside.  She closed and locked the door behind her. 

She kicked off her sandles. She headed to her bedroom.  She was excited to take off her blouse and skirt. She was excited to get into more comfortable cloths. 

She felt like something was off. She could not put her finger on it. She dismissed it at first. After a time she was certain that she was not alone. She dismissed it.  She went about with what she was doing.  

She went in the closet.that was when she saw him. She was quite startled. He was six feet. He wore a blue t shirt and jeens. She nervously back away. Her whole body shock. 

“Why are you hear? What are you doing hear? What do you want?” she asked.   “You are going to do exactly what i tell you to do. If you do this you will be fine.  ” he said.

He had a gun with him. The truth was that this gun was not loaded.  She did not know this. She had every reason to assume that it was indeed loaded. 

“Please! Please dont hurt me. ” she pleaded with him. He assured her that she would not be harmed if he fully cooperated with him. She had no idea if he was teling the truth. At present she really had no choice. She decided to comply so she did. 

“What is it that you want?” she asked.  “I want you to do what i tell you.  ” he said. She said ok. “Ok.  When i leave the room.  Change into what you usualy wear at night. ” he said. She said ok. 

He left the room. He closed the door. She had no idea what was going on. She took off her purple blouse. She then unzipped her black skirt. She let it fell to her feet. She pulled it off. She unclasped her bra. She put on a night gown.  

She came out.  “You going to rape me?” she asked. “No. I am not.” he tried to assure her. “Are you going to rob me?” she asked. “No. I want a wife. No one will give me a chance. I want you to marry  me. ” he said. 

“Wow. Yoy are really good at proposal.  How romantic. ” she said. “You will leave your school and quit work. You will move in with me at my house. You will give your notice with your land lady. ” he insisted.  

“Any thing done under duress will eventualy be null and  void . you wont get away with this! ” she said.  “We will see. ” he said. 

He slept in a different room. She did not get much sleep that night. He woke her up the next day. 

Next up 

Annie is forced to marry an intruder. 

Notes

This is a work of fantasy and fiction.  The author does not condone activities depicted in this story.   

Transabled girl

a pastor son meet a girl in a wheal chair. all is not as it seems.

Mia and her family started attending the church my farther pastored. I was an asistent and youth pastor. I had graduated from bible school and was being mantored by him. I was kept buisy. I did not mind at all. 

Mia was five eight. She was fairly tall. She had long hair. She was in a wheal chair. She wore a white sweter with a black dress. She wore flip flip. Her waist area was very puffy. I had a prety good idea that she was wearing a diaper. Despite her, the family seemed prery healthy. I had no idea that what happened.  I was not dure if she was born paralize or if her paralysis was due to some kind of injury. I suspected the letter.  It was really none of my business. I do not want to embarrass her or pry.  

Despite the paralysis, she was still very attractive. I wanted to meet her. My dad and mom had gone over to meet her and her family. I realy wanted to meet her.

I was prety buisy getting ready for the service.  I was able to introduce myself before the service began. I did get to shake her hand.  

After the service, i got to talk to her some more. “I am glad you all came. ” he said. “Thank you. ” she said..”we are a really good church. I hope you will consider making it your home church.  ” i told her. She said that it was up to the whole family. She said she enjoyed her time today.i was pleased to hear that.  It apeared that it was a posibility that they continue to attend the church. 

They did continue to attend the church. They became a key part of the church.  I was glad to see them..i was especially glad to see mia. It did not brother me that she was disabled. It did not even brother me that she wore. Diapers or that she only went to the bathroom in them. 

I noticed that she could feed herself. I came to the conclusion that she did not have ms or lou gericks. I suspected that this was some kind of accident or injury. 

She was very sweet . she seemed to have a good sense of humor. I took every opportunity i could to talk to her. I really enjoyed talking to her. I hoped that she felt the same way. 

After it had been several months of them attending the church, i decided to ask her out on a date. I went over to her. “Mia i was wondering if we go out sometime.  ” i said.

She smilled and laughed. Are you asking me out on a date? ” she asked. I smilled.  “Yes i am. Will you go out with me?” i asked. “Of course David. I would love to. ” she said. 

“Do you want me to pick you up. Do you think you can get into my truck without trouble?” i asked. “Yes. It should not be a problem. ” she answered. She smilled. “Alright.very well. “I said. 

I picked her up the next friday. I parked my truck.  Her dad whealed her to my truck. “You take care of my little girl david. ” her farher said. “You have my word that i will. ” i told him.”good. ” he said.

I helped her out of the chair and into the truck. She had braided her hair. She wore a pink blouse and gray skirt and sandles. She put the sea belt on.

I put her wheal chair on the back of the truck. “It must be easy having a diasbled daughter? ” i asked. He had an unusual response. He had an unusual facial expression.  ” of course it is difficult ” was all he said in response. 

I got in the truck. “I have been wating for this moment ever sense you and your family first attending our church. ” i said.

“Really sense then?” she asked. He smiled.  “Yes. Sense then. It was more of a crush back then. Now that i know you i stil feel the same. Even more so now. Now i feel like i like you im truth. ” i said. 

We drove to thr resturant. I got her chair out. I drove the chair near her seat. I picked her up and brought her to her chair.  I closed the door. I whealed her inside. I brought her to a table.  

The waitress went out of her way to help her. Everyone seemed woried about her.  “Must not be easy having everyone doting on you. If it was me i think it would drive me crazy.  ” i renarked. 

“Look david i need to tell you something. I should have told you before. It is not easy.” she said. “Oh!” i remarked. I was a bit perplexed.  I had no idea what it was she wanted to tell you. “You see i am not really disabled.  ” she told me. I was really confused.i was not expecting that. “What? Your not? ” i asked in response.  

“No i am not disabled. There is nothing wrong with me. My leg work perfectly fine. ” she told me. At this point i was really realy confused. 

“your not diasbled? ” i asked. “No not at all. ” she answered. “You are in a wheal chair.  I know you wear diapers.  I know you use them.  I must confess i am really confused. ” i told her.  

“I am not diasbled.  I am what some have termed Transabled.  ” she told me. Now i was really confused.  I had never heard that term. I had no idea what it ment. 

“Excuse me! Whats transable?” i asked. “Well basically. I am perfectly healthy. I dont feel right. I feel like i should be disabled. I want to be disabled so i live disabled. ” she said.

“What?  So let me get this straight. You ate able bodied yet you chose to live as if your disabled even though your not? ” i asked.

“Dont look at me like that. Dont judge me..i work a job. I contribute to society.  I dont feel right being a healthy person. I chose to live disabled. ” she said. 

“Why do you wear diapers?” he asked.”i dont feel like i should be potty trained. I find diapers comfortable and comforting. ” she said.  

“Dont you feel that God created you to be healthy. Should int you be thankful? Most who are disabled would love to be able bodied.” i said.

“Its not that simple. I canot function as a healthy person.  I tried. It does not work. ” she said. ” this is a psycological issue?” i asked. “Am i psychotic?  Yes and no.  I have psycholigical isues. This is real. I do not plan to change. ” she said. 

I was surpised by all of that.  This was a very odd first date. Perhaps one of the weirdest on record. 

“I never thought that this was the case. Is there any thing else i should know?”i asked. “I really like cheez its!” she told me.

I never considered calling it off with her. She thought we were done that day. I called her a few days latter. We went on a second date. Then a third. 

After a time we oficialy started to date. She told my parents the truth. Like me they were shocked at first. They finaly came around to it. 

I was concerned that her muscles might atrophy. She did spend time out of her chair. She did walk around some thiughout the day. Her doctor knew all about her proclivities and worked with her. I wanted her doctor to tell her this was insane and to knock it off. That was not what happened.  The doctor seem to suport it. They did not discourage it. Postmodern thought i suppose.  My parents did not object to us moving forward so we did. 

We dated for a time.  I perposed and she said yes. We maried on a beutiful spring day. We had three kids. A boy and two kids. I worked a secular job but served as an unpaid assistant pastor at my dads church.  

I started to candidate at several churches. We informed the pulpit comitee of whats what with my wife. The whole church did not know. I ended up pastoring a fundamental bsptist church. 

While i will never understand the whole trabsabled thing i do love her. I always will. 

The end. 

Notes. 

Transable is a relutivly new term.  As i understand it it is someone who fells they should be disabled.  It us seen more in guys. I saw an article on facebook about a transable girl.
This story is not ment to endorse or to critical of trabsable. It is just a story.